[F4TF] Shy Librarian takes an interest in you

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Hello, and welcome to- oh, it's you, no it's not bad, it's just, I don't see you here very much, well ever really, but this is the first time for anything, but uh, I haven't seen you since high school. Huh. Um, how've you been? Yeah, that's fair.

Well, um, I've been good, I guess not too much has changed, huh? I'm still in the library, but I have been enjoying it, there's lots of stuff to read, and doing little reading events for kids has been really heartwarming for me, which has included being able to read trans books for trans kids, and that's been really great. Speaking of which, um, I left it in the room, but uh, you look great by the way.

Yeah, um, yeah, we uh, I guess we both look pretty different, but, I'm glad your transition went well. Yeah, I um, if you needed help, um, we could've talked in high school back then, but I guess we didn't have the best relationship, huh? Yeah, um, sorry if I uh, overlooked you just because you're a bit more tougher than me, but it's okay.

Okay, cool. I'll uh, show you around if you are looking for something specific. Yeah, there's um, quite a lot of sections, there's fiction over there, non-fiction over there.

We um, also have a section for queer books, which I'm really excited about personally. Yeah, as you can imagine, but it's nice to just have that there. Let me show you.

Yeah, we've got quite a few. Lots of representation, trying to get a good mix, um, just so everyone feels included, hopefully. But um, were you looking for anything in particular? Oh, um, a specific book.

Okay, um, let's walk over to the computer and I'll uh, I'll enter it in for you. So uh, what's its title? Okay, you're looking for Your Number.

I don't see any books under that name. Um, do you mean this one? Wait, wait, no, uh, you, you asked for my number? Wait, that's, um, is, is that why you're here? It wasn't going to be, but now it is, right? I see.

Um, I'm uh, you sure? We weren't the nicest to each other in the past, and I, I know we didn't know much about our identities back then, but I, I sure, I, I kind of said some mean stuff to you. Yeah, I, I mean, I get you're a really sporty girl, but I guess I let stereotypes make me think lesser, just because I wasn't like that.

But that's not to say I still think that, I just, um, everything's kind of spiraling right now. I don't know what I'm feeling. It's like when you, uh, your chest gets really heavy and your heart beats really fast and you almost forget to breathe and, um, okay, I, um, I always had a bit of a crush on you back then.

Um, like, I, I wasn't trying to say anything. I, I thought I'd get bullied or something, you know? Um, I was, um, already sometimes targeted by other people and I, I think I said those mean things just to feel tougher.

But, um, I'm not, I guess. Yeah. But, but, um, I'm, uh, happy to try.

Um, like, I'm, I'm nervous, but, uh, um, if, if you want to, do I still like you? Well, um, yeah. I'm, I'm panned, so you transitioning didn't change my attraction and I think you look happier as a girl, so I guess that works for me.

Um, I, um, I, I know I was, I was out as trans, but I kind of let my walls be a bit too hard to get through because I was a bit nervous back then. Oh, the shy, nighty trans girl falls in love with a jock. Like, that's gonna happen.

That's what I felt. But, here you are and you, you came here to ask me. I, I almost can't believe it, actually.

I, um, I want to try. I, yes, I, I want to try with, with you. Um, yeah, you just, you're always really cool and, like, that strength and the power in your femininity, I, I'm a bit weak for it.

I don't know if I should be doing this. I, I know I can walk away, it's just, I, I, I don't feel like I should. I need to at least try.

And, I can't hide my feelings forever, I, I, I need to open up one day. Um, I haven't seen you in years and that feeling never went away. Yeah, um, when did you start, well, liking me? Oh, back then, huh? Um, even with the way I did my hair back then? I mean, like, I did not suit bangs.

I was really trying and it looked kind of weird with the glasses and you didn't mind. Oh, um, cool. So, uh, I, um, well, we, uh, we close in five minutes, so, uh, did you, um, want to, um, go, go do something?

Yeah, um, okay, cool, cool. Um, I'll, uh, I'll meet you outside, okay? And, um, I, um, thanks, um, for not, well, I don't, I don't know what I'm saying.

I'm, I'm just happy. I'll, I'll be right back. Okay, I'm all packed up, ready to go home.

Did, um, you want to go to, like, a park? Yeah, it's right in front of the library. I, um, I really like it.

Okay, okay, cool. Yeah, it's just right across the road here. I, uh, always sit here during my breaks and, uh, look at the cute birds.

No, I, I don't feed them. Um, that'd be bad if their stomachs spit. I, uh, I, I mostly take cute pictures of them and, uh, yeah, uh, I, I do a little, like, uh, bird photo Instagram.

It's a bit dorky, but you think that sounds fun? Oh, cool. I'm glad.

I, I was not planning to tell you that. Um, I, yeah, I guess you're right. I, I shouldn't hide things, but what if you don't think I'm cool? Oh, cool.

I, oh, uh, thanks. I, uh, can you tell I'm new to this? Okay.

Uh, so I sit on this bench here. It's, uh, it's nice. To see you again.

And I went from not seeing you for, like, years all the way to being on a- wait, I'm on a date right now. Oh my god, I'm on a date right now. Oh, no.

I, I, um, I haven't done this before. Um, what are you, uh, what are you doing? What do you do next? I, I guess that makes sense.

Um, I'm, um, I'm happy to hold hands. I, I can handle that. Yeah, I, um, I held hands all the time.

Okay, that was a lie, but I, I should stop that. Sorry. Your, um, your hands are soft.

Yeah, um, how do you keep them so soft with all that activity you do? Yeah, I've, I'm impressed. I always assumed jocks would have kind of, kind of rougher hands, but yours feel really soft, like, like a blanket.

Yeah, um, I, um, well, um, I, um, I'm, I'm just, I'm just gonna, yep, um, okay. Got that off my chest. I've, uh, I've wanted to do that for a while.

I'll admit, yeah, my heart's kind of racing, kind of fast. Um, can we, uh, can we do that again? Up I go.

Hey, you, uh, look really pretty. Your lips are soft, too. Yeah, I, uh, I like how they taste.

Yeah. Of course, it's my first kiss. What are you expecting from me? I, I like it.

I like it. It wasn't what I thought it would feel like, but, um, I, I'm glad I can say I kissed a girl now. I wasn't expecting that to happen, but here we are.

Yeah, um, I, I can feel your hands on my hips. Um, you can explore around. Is that what they say? I think that's what they say.

Um, you, you can touch me, is what I'm saying. Yeah, I'm sure. I, I want to do this.

Yeah, in public. We can be discreet, um, but only if you want to. Yeah? Okay.

Um, um, um, um, um, um, um. That feels good. I, um, um, um, um, um, um.

Keep touching me. Right there, there. Um, um, you and I have to be quiet.

You're making it a bit difficult. I, um, um, um, um, um, um. I, uh, um, your hair is getting a bit messy.

I mean, I'm okay with that. Yeah, I would always kind of get a bit messy, but that's not a bad thing. You're always running around.

It's actually really neat to see you sitting still. Yeah, what's banter? I guess I feel a bit more confident than usual, I guess.

Um, but. Um, um, um, um, um, um, um, um. You can go a little harder if you want.

Just a little harder. You can touch me however you like. You're starting to look a bit close.

Um, do you want me to, uh, possibly use my mouth? Like, yeah? Okay, I'll, uh, I'll get on my knees.

No one seems to be here. We, uh, should be safe. It's, um, it's okay if you feel nervous about this.

Um, just know I respect you as a woman. I see you as a woman, okay? I know you couldn't control what, well, how low regions are, but I just want you to know that I won't view you differently because of them, okay?

Okay. Oh, uh, get started then. Feel free to grab my hair.

Um, that's, that's the thing they do, right? Okay. Does this feel good? I'm glad.

Okay. Getting close. Feel free to come whenever you like, okay? Mm, mm, mm.

I, uh, mm. I don't think you can hold much longer, huh? Mm.

Your body's tense enough. Mm. You can, mm.

You can go for it. Mm. Mm.