[F4M] Overhearing Your Roommate Confess Her Feelings About You (Roommates) (Flirting) (Slice Of Life) (Confession) [Exclusive]

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Hey? Hey? Hi? What are you doing here? Yes, I know you live here, silly.

I mean, what are you doing here right now? Aren't you off later in the evening? Oh, okay, I see.

Me? Oh, I just decided to work from home today. I couldn't bring myself to get out of my pajamas, to be honest.

Huh? Oh, yeah, no, I'm feeling fine, but still kind of just one of those days. No, no, there's nothing you can do except keep being my amazing, talented, beautiful best friend.

Well, someone has to sing your praises, and you definitely don't, so that just leaves me to do it. Oh no, is it a bad thing I sing your praises? I can stop if you want me to.

Okay, good, I wouldn't want to make anything, like, weird or uncomfortable or anything. Also, I know you arguably the best, so if anyone gets to sing your praises, it's me. Uh, you're getting closer.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, that's not a bad thing, just very, um, um, close. Oh, our noses could probably touch with how close we are right now. You have a soft nose.

Uh, I mean, I don't think it's a bad thing to have a soft nose, so, no, that's not a bad thing. Hmm, I've never noticed how intense your eyes are this close. Oh, they're so pretty.

Oh, of course, you're super pretty in general, or handsome, or beautiful, or whatever, you know, you know what I mean. Huh? You think I'm pretty? You think I'm pretty? Thank you.

Um, uh, whoa, okay, uh, well, I have to, um, go give Lauren a call and run over some work stuff with her before she leaves the office, so, uh, um, I, yeah, I'll see you later. Okay, holy shit, holy shit, holy shit, holy shit, oh, you were so close, oh, so close, way too close of a call, way too close, okay, uh, fuck, where's my phone? Oh, shit, there it is, okay, come on, please pick up, please pick up, please pick up.

Oh, thank goodness you picked up. Yeah, no, everything's fine, well, yes, but I'm not fine. Um, he came home early, yeah, he did, and I was shocked, right, and then we had a moment.

A moment, what else would a moment be? Ew, no, get your head out of the, oh my gosh. No, only you would go there, only you.

Only you. Um, anyway, we ended up super close, like, nose touching, realizing how deep his eyes are, and starting to fall into them close, dangerously close, like, scary close, hearts racing, palms sweating, I can barely breathe in the moment, I can barely even breathe now. And you want to know what I did? You want to know what I did? I mean, you want to take a guess? Mm, yes, because staying and confronting my feelings is a very Bella move.

No, I panicked, and I ran, and here I am. Obviously, I have feelings for him, I wouldn't be here freaking out like this if I didn't. Tell him? Girl, are you crazy? There is a multitude of reasons to not.

I don't want to get into any of this, I don't want to get into any of this, I don't want to get into any of this, I don't want to get into any of this. There is a multitude of reasons to not. Like, A, he's my best friend, B, he's my roommate, so if, hypothetically, I told him about my hypothetical feelings, and he didn't respond well, then do you know how awkward that would be?

I just told you what the worst thing that can happen is. You're right, it could be worse, but right now, it's not broke, so why are we fixing it? Ugh, I don't even think I could find the words to tell him if I were, and at least definitely not to his face.

How does he make me feel? He makes me feel like, he makes me feel something I've never felt before, I should say. Like? Like, I never thought it was possible to feel this way.

My heart is beating so fast, my palms are sweaty, and my thoughts are all over the place. I can't stop thinking about him. His smile, his laugh, his touch.

It's like I've been struck by lightning, and I can't help but feel alive. I never believed in love at first sight, but the moment I saw him, I knew there was something special about him, and I just knew that he would be in my life for a long time. I couldn't take my eyes off of him, and I just felt like, no matter what, no matter where, no matter where, I was drawn to him.

And then, our first conversation felt like we had known each other for years. I could talk to him about anything, and he would listen to me with such attention. I never knew that falling in love could be this exciting and terrifying at the same time.

I don't want to mess things up, but I can't help but feel anxious about what he thinks of me. Does he feel the same way? Is he thinking about me as much as I'm thinking about him? I never thought that I could be this vulnerable, but I'm willing to take the risk.

I want to be with him, to get to know him better on a different and deeper level than just his best friend. To share my life with him. I never thought that falling in love could be this beautiful, and I'm grateful for every moment of it, even if it's absolutely terrifying.

That's how he makes me feel. I cannot say that to him. I cannot say that to him.

I don't know how I even said it to you once, and to say it not only again, but to him? Oh, yeah, never gonna happen. Because it's not gonna happen.

Because I'm scared, okay? I'm scared. I'm scared.

Maybe. And maybe one day I'll tell him, but for now, it's just best if I pretend I don't have feelings for him. I know you don't agree, but thank you for not trying to change my mind.

Sounds like they need you. I know, and the same goes to you. If you ever need anything, let me know.

Okay, thanks, girlie. Bye. Goodness, what have I gotten myself into? Hmm, okay, maybe he left and went back to work.

I'll have the rest of the day to calm down. Um, hi? Were you gonna knock? On my door, you're standing outside my door.

You didn't happen to hear anything I was saying in there, right? Right? Phew, we were talking about some highly classified information.

Shh, it's highly classified to us writers, okay? What? Why are you looking at me like that? You're just looking at me longer.

Shut up. I bet you say that to every girl you meet or hit on. Anyway, how much longer until you got to go back to work? Perfect, you know what we can do together while you're here? We can clean out the bridge.

Uh, because it's starting to smell, which means something is bad? Well, I don't know what is bad, which is why we have to clean out the fridge.