[F4M] | A Wild Night With Your Werewolf Girlfriend | [Spending The Night] [Full Moon] [Transformation] [A Little Aggressive]

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Well, good morning there, handsome. Nice bat head. At least your hair doesn't look as wild as mine, when I'm in wolf form.

Wait, I just remembered, I invited you over last night, because of. .. Oh shit, the full moon! I totally forgot about it.

Yeah, that's right. My memory is always hazy after a transformation. I usually don't remember anything while in my wolf state.

Hm? Why is that? Well, it is sort of like people who have multiple personality disorder.

Whenever one personality is in control, then the other personality can't remember anything because technically they were not there. Same with me in my wolf form. My wolf side is basically a split personality from my human one.

However, if I am in my mid-transform state, then I can slightly remember the prior evening, but it's like having a dream and then waking up and trying to remember that dream. Sometimes I remember the details and sometimes I don't, and this is one of the times I don't. The mind is a really tricky thing, you know? By the way, I didn't do anything weird or bad last night, did I? Well, I mean, weirder than transforming into a bipedal wolf, that is.

I do tend to become more aggressive, dominant when I transform. Not because wolves are naturally that way. Wolves are actually more afraid of humans, actually.

No, the reason I get aggressive is because all of my instincts become heightened. Wolves can naturally deal with their instincts, but humans rarely rely on their instincts. So I'm sorry if I was a bit wild last night, babe.

Oh, so you like that side of me? Like it when I come on strong, do you? How about this for coming on strong? Even with your rise and shine breath, I still love kissing those precious lips of yours.

I could stay in bed with you all day underneath these sheets. The sheets! They're cut and torn in so many places.

What the hell happened? I did it in my sleep? Well, my beast blood does prevent me from getting a restful night of sleep.

And I love these sheets too. Dammit, why does my wolf side have to make life so difficult? Oh, that's sweet, honey.

But you shouldn't have to do that. I'm the one who ruined the sheets. I always ruin everything.

I know that is how I am in wolf form, and that I wouldn't be that way normally, but it's still a part of me. It's so damn frustrating too. Did you just pet my head? I am in my human form, you know.

I'm not a pet. Don't try to- Scratchies! Oh, wow, that feels- Fuck, would you cut it out? It's not working on- Oh, fuck.

No, that wasn't a whine. It was- Oh, fuck, oh god, yes. That's the right spot.

Right there. Right there behind my ear. Okay, so maybe I do have some of my wolf-like tendencies in human form, but with all the years I've been a werewolf, that persona tends to rub off on me after a while.

No. Back to headpats. Yeah, yeah, more headpats.

Fuck, I'll admit it. This also works on me. Wait, what are you doing? Okay, look, I'm not that deep into my wolf instincts, so tummy rubbing is not gonna actually affect me.

For now, let's just cuddle. This feels so nice. Werewolf or not, cuddling is the best, is it not? That question again, huh? Why do you want to become a werewolf so badly? Oh, I forgot.

Immortality. You want us to be together forever, and I want that too, but I wouldn't want you to go through with this curse like how I've been doing all these years. I mean, sure, I do consider it both a blessing and a curse, but the werebeast started off as a curse, or at least they say.

See, when I told you that my father made a deal with Runos to transform me into a werewolf, I didn't tell you the whole story, or I don't really remember telling you. I think I was in my werewolf form then, but my father was into a lot of forbidden arts and magic. He used to do a lot of conjuring spells, which would summon the spirits of certain negative entities into this world.

When my father noticed that I was becoming sick, a lot of his healing spells weren't working on me at all. And at his distraught, in realizing that he couldn't do the job himself, he relied on one of the gods that he prayed to, Runos, to help fix my sickness. And fortunately and unfortunately, part of that cure was me turning into a werewolf.

There's plenty of stories about Runos, and of course, mankind has always personified everything into a human perspective for better understanding. That's why in Greece you have so many different embodiments of the titans and gods of Olympus. So like, the most common application of Runos is like nature's wrath, and Ceri, who was his counterpart, being the embodiment of nature's blessing.

According to my father, Runos actually went by several names. I don't know so much about Runos, other than what my father told me. I never had too much of an interaction with this deity, but my father did tell me this one story, that like, humans all used to have a certain type of physical structure to them, and that because of a war with a whole bunch of gods, they were reverse engineered and made into something else.

Apparently humans are made from multiple different creatures, and the whole process of transforming one into a werewolf is taking the genetic traits out of one of the animals we were originally created by, and making that the dominant trait. Of course, with us keeping our, well, human-like features. According to my father, Runos and many other gods were responsible for all of the different types of animal traits, or what we would now call human-like traits that are within us, and Runos is responsible specifically for the wolf gene that's in us.

Do you ever go out into a full moon, and especially when you stare at it, it invokes sort of like internal instincts, in a sense? Almost like you feel like a wolf when you look at it? Or that your body feels more energized at the look of it? Well, we're a beast and humans are the same, it's just that certain genetics are more dominant in some than others.

Originally our entire race was made to be linked to the moon, on, I guess what would be called an energetic or spiritual level. Also, some of us have more of a natural affinity for the moon than others, so it's all based on genetics. While the moon might empower one, in more of an instinctual sense, it won't affect another person at all.

It only transforms an individual when that individual has been, well, awakened to his or her aware state, which is entirely dependent on which dormant animal genetic is brought out to the forefront and made the dominant one. I know, crazy, right? Oh? So you always sort of felt a connection to the moon? Well then maybe we might not be so different than we once thought, huh? And you haven't even undergone the ritual yet, so imagine how crazy it'd be if you actually did.

Which I still don't know so much about. Sure, it sounds cool, right? But look at my sheets.

Imagine much worse during your first few transformations, but absolutely no memories of what happened. Being a werewolf isn't an easy life. Oh, and I forgot.

My father did tell me that not all humans are the same, and that post the divine war of the gods, some of the gods simply reincarnated into humans with no memory of what they once were. This is all I can really remember from my father's story. Truthfully, his story has a lot of skewered details in it and is very vague in its nature, but my father and his family were really into the forbidden arts.

My mother never approved of this, so over time I saw my mother and father slowly separate. Both were still present in my life, of course. Regardless of differences in ideology, they still seemed to really love each other.

So, seeing me suffer from the same disease that my mother died of, he simply couldn't bear the loss of another loved one, so he made great sacrifices to make sure that I lived. Honestly, I was never too much into my father's forbidden arts either. Honestly, I found it kind of creepy and eerie, honestly.

And the fact that Runos was associated with such arts, I don't really know. So, why do I worship Runos? Truth is, I don't.

I don't necessarily worship the personifications that my ancestors made. Very similar to how some Wiccans don't believe in any personifications of nature, but like me, worship nature itself. I appreciate the concept of Runos being the wrathful side of the earth, not a literal being.

However, it acts as if it is. Well, in my opinion, of course. Honestly, it kind of pains me to bring this story up all the time.

I would say that my transformation was a unique one. Immortality amongst the werebeasts is because we've bonded to this god or, well, this wrathful side of nature, quote-unquote. But as long as this entity exists, then so do we.

Anyway, are you still interested despite of all the stuff that I told you? Well, let me think about it. In the meantime, let's enjoy this time together by cuddling.

I love waking up to you. We should do this more often. Say, why not? Well, I mean.

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