So, here it is. It's a pretty simple room, but I quite like it. It's not as, uh, fancy as yours, should I say, but.
.. even I am proud of it. Um, yeah, all the plushies are mine.
I quite like them. And that over there is, um, yeah, the stack of extra homework, um, for, uh, extra credit. Um, I, um, sorry again for earlier, you know, going through your room, nearly exposing you just for extra credit to get on the teacher's good side.
That was not good, no. Sorry. I, I know I already apologised, but I'm still a bit.
.. well, you know, like, just a few minutes ago, I came into your room, and I was being awful to you, and then I practically kink-shamed you, and then we had sex, suddenly, and then I found out I like girls within the span of, like, 20 minutes. Um, no, it's, it's not your fault.
It's mine. I, I, I don't deserve this. I was, like, really mean, and I.
.. should've I even invited you to your room? I mean, yeah, you, you were my first time that I'm your 42nd.
It's just, uh, a tally on your wall, and I know people like me don't get to date people like you, but I, um, my heart's racing, and it's not fair. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I'm feeling.
Um, yeah, I, I like you. Like I said, it's, I just don't want to pressure you into something. Yeah.
I didn't think about how it'd make you feel doing what we just did. Yeah, I held comfort, but was that enough? Was that enough to make it okay? You had fun, right? Yeah? Okay, that's good.
That's good. I, um, look, um, I'm overwhelmed by how strong and pretty you are, and, um, you know, uh, a sudden sapphic awakening. I, uh, I don't want to make the wrong choice and push you away, but I don't want to be unfair to you either.
I mean, I am your 42nd, nothing too special, but, well, to me, what we did was really special and eye-opening, and I, I want you really bad, but I don't want you to feel like you have to, just because I suddenly figured out I like girls, and, um, I, I don't want to pressure anything. I really don't. That I also, what am I doing? Yeah, I, this isn't fair on you.
You want to do stuff with me again. Are you sure? Like, like, really, really sure? I, if you do that again, I, I don't know if I could ever go away.
Well, I, I would, I just, I really want to do that again, but I want to make sure that you want to do that again. Yeah. So, um, are you okay with looking past all the mean stuff I did to you? Yeah? Okay.
Um, um, can I kiss you? Yeah. Um, my bed's a bit crowded, so we could use my, my couch, maybe? Yeah? Okay.
Uh, you're sure about this, right? Like, this isn't just, um, I, I don't know what our relationship is now, but you want me on your lap? Oh, okay.
I'll just, um, get here and, um, um, hey, I, um, I like looking up at you. And if I'm on your lap, you're still looking down on me. It feels good, and I don't want to feel guilty about it anymore.
I just, I just want to enjoy it, if that's okay with you. Yeah? Okay.
Uh, you sure? Okay. Um, um, yeah, tuck my hair.
Um, um, um, um, um, my hair. Um, um, um, um, um, um, um. I, I, I need you to, to touch me.
Please. Please. Please.
Please. Okay. I'll, um, I'll, I'll lift my skirt for you.
Anything for you. Yes, um, of course I'm getting nervous. Um, I just, uh, well, I, I don't do this very often.
Until today at least. Um, yeah. I thought I only liked boys, and here I am.
Um, touch me as rough as you like. I know I can handle it now. And I want to be handled by you.
Yeah. Okay. Mm, mm, mm.
Ah, ah, ah, feels good. Feels so good. Ah, mm, mm, mm.
More, mm, mm. More, please. Mm, mm, mm.
Ah, mm, mm. I, I am, mm, mm. I'm getting so tense.
I am, mm, mm, mm, mm. Ah, ah, ah. I, I am, yes, you, you, you can move my bra, it's okay.
I, um, what were you gonna, oh, oh, oh, that makes, that makes sense. Okay, you can do that. Mm, mm, mm, mm.
I, I am, I hope my breasts are okay for you. Yeah, they're, uh, they look good? Okay, cool.
I'm glad. Y-yeah, you can, y-you can lick them, it's okay. Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
Go as rough as you like, please. Ah, absolutely ravage me. Ah, make me nice.
Ah, make me beg for you. Your touch, your affection. Ah, ah, ah.
If you empower me, if you empower me, please, please. Ah, ah, mm, mm. Ah, ah, ah.
Um, did, did you, uh, bring, bring the strap with you? Uh, no? I, I mean, I, I guess that makes sense.
It's, um, I, I don't have any. I, um, okay, I, I do, just didn't tell anyone. Okay, can we grab it? Ah, ah, ah.
Why, why do I have this? Um, it's, uh, it's complicated. Um, it's, uh, I'm just gonna sit back on the couch and hand you the strap and this loop that, that I own.
I, uh, I don't think I want to explain why. I, um, yeah, I play with myself a bit. What do I think about? Um, well, uh, nothing too crazy.
Um, just basic penetration kind of thing. And, okay, you climbing over me is not fair. My heart's racing so fast.
I, um, um, yes, I, uh, I want this. I, um, I give full consent. And, um, well, I guess without a shadow of a doubt, I, um, I do really like you.
But, um, before you penetrate me, um, know that I, I can just be a number on your tally board if you want me to. We, um, we don't have to do more than this, just as much as you like to. Yeah, um, but, but, um, please, um, penetrate me if that's okay.
Yeah, um, you can go as rough as you like. I just, um, okay. Come say you ever expected to be on my back on this couch with beautiful people.
And penetrate me, but I'll, uh, I'll take it. Please, please, please, please, please, please, please go deeper. Please, please, please, don't forget the pillow.
Come on, please, please. I, um, please use me, miss. Thank you.
Oh, oh, I, I am, um, please do that again. I, uh, just use me, please, please, just absolutely dominate and ravage me. Please, please, please.
Yeah, I've, I've, I've been bad. I've been bad. Fine, fine.
I've been really bad. Uh, yeah, um, good girl exterior, slutty interior. I understand.
Yeah, I, I am, I do act perfect and innocent, uh, in actuality. That, that was slut, huh? Uh, but I'll, I'll be your slut.
I'm okay with that. I'll, I'll do what you say. Please, please, please, uh, uh, I'll be good.
I'll be good. Just, please go deeper. Please, please.
Hold my arms down, please. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, please, please, please, please, please. I'll be really good to see a good little obedient slut.
To see, to see, I'll be all innocent of my class, but you'll know, you'll know how I am. I'm getting close, I'm getting so close, please, please. I am, I, uh, yeah.
You, uh, you feeling okay? Yeah, I, um, we did it again, huh? I, um, um, I, I know we both consented, but, um, we, we don't have to do this again if you, you, you liked it, but emotions are scary, I see.
Um, hey, um, I know emotions can be complicated when, well, dominating someone, especially someone that thought she was straight like an hour ago, but, um, look, I, I really, really, genuinely loved every second of that, and you didn't take advantage of me at all. I practically begged, practically begged, you're okay, you didn't do anything wrong, you didn't do anything bad, okay? You, you asked for consent, you checked in, you made sure I was doing okay, and I really admire that.
I know everyone in the dorm room gives you a bad rap, but you're nothing like what everyone told me you were like. Like, you're so kind and sweet, and yes, obviously, I, I'm really sorry. I'm really down bad for you, but, um, there's more than that for me.
I, I like that you didn't judge me for everything. I, I said awful things literally an hour ago, and you forgave me. You gave me a chance, and you, um, awakened something in me, um, that's good too, that, um, I fully love what we did, and I, um, and I, um, I love you.
Even if you don't feel the same way, um, I really, really want to be with you, but I understand if I'm just a tally on the board, that's, that's fine. It's up to you. I can just be your 32nd, and you can move on, or you can, um, be with me a bit more, but that's your choice to make, and I don't need you to make it now, okay?