[F4A] Simply Aftercare

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Fuck. Oh my god, girl. Mmm.

Mmm. Come here. Yeah, come here.

I seriously think we gave Cirque du Soleil a run for their money. Do you need anything? You need water? Yeah, yeah baby, I've got water here.

Yeah, give me a sip. What's that? Yeah, of course you can come cuddle with me.

Do you need a shirt to sleep in or anything? What's that look on your face? You look shocked that I even asked.

What's going on in that pretty head of yours? Oh, no, no, honey, uh-uh. I mean, yes, I know we just started dating, but like, if you're in my bed, you're in my bed, you're allowed to stay.

It's totally fine. Yeah, of course. Well, all of those other people are assholes.

Yeah, they are. Listen, I mean, I've been there too, okay? I've been on dates with people, and even if it's first, second, third, fourth, like, before we make it official or whatever, like, and I literally had somebody, literally, we went on a date.

We, like, did the thing, and they kicked me out, like, really early in the morning. Like, there was, there, so I've been, I've been there. I understand that, but that's not what this is.

No, if, no, no, just, just come here. No, you silly. What? Why are you insecure? What? No, why would you be insecure? We just literally had, like, amazing sex.

Why would, why would you be insecure? What, what, what are you insecure about? Tell me.

Okay, hold on. First of all, beauty standards are bullshit, okay? Every country you go to has a completely different body standard and beauty standard, and it is literally impossible for everyone to fit into every single beauty standard.

It's just, plus, half the time, those beauty standards are developed by men. They're not for women or at, or anything of that sort. They're literally creating a beauty standard so that you appease them.

And the only beauty standard you should ascribe to is the one that makes you feel good about yourself. So your body, I love your body. Do I need to show you again how much I love your body? Like, I thought that we just did we forget? And that's okay.

Listen, I have short term memory loss sometimes, so I get it. But like, did, did we forget? Do I need to show you again? Because I am more than happy to show you again, how much I love your body.

Like right here. Like your tummy. And your thighs.

Your thighs drive me crazy. Just, they're perfect. And this face.

Oh my god, this face. It's gorgeous. It's a gorgeous face.

Absolutely. And this forehead. It's like my, it's amazing.

Like all of you is my favorite from head to toe. But like one of the things I love to do is like when we cuddle, like kissing you on your forehead, or kissing your cheeks, or just, I just love you in general. Like the, you're amazing, and you're confident, and you're so incredibly sweet and caring.

I love everything about you. Okay, so don't be self conscious around me, please. There's your stretch marks.

I don't care about them. I have them too. It happens.

It's a normal process. Okay. So you are totally fine.

What's that? You're really sweet. Like, okay, do you remember when we first met for coffee? Yeah.

And you told me afterwards that you thought that I was out of your league because of how I was dressed. Like just for coffee. Yeah, like in my little like sundress and wedges and whatnot.

Okay. I dress like that all the time. I thought I was under, like, I thought I was cute.

Like I looked cute. But I literally, like, I switched outfits, like, I think, at least 10 times. And I just wanted to make a good impression on you.

So you, from your perception, I was beautiful and sexy and hot and out of your league. And from my perception, I didn't feel that way. Right? Because I get self conscious too.

Okay. So it's, it's a matter of the eye of the beholder. Okay.

And anybody else that doesn't see that in you, fuck them. Seriously, fuck off. But honestly, I have to thank them because if it weren't for them being assholes, you wouldn't be here with me.

Mm hmm. Getting all the kisses and all the love and all the adoration, and the gratitude and the praise that you deserve. Yeah, I know.

I know. I know. Okay, listen, if you didn't want, like, a devoted, like, affectionate, physical, like, date or person to be involved with, I am not your woman.

Okay, that is that is not me. All right. I am all for space.

I am an independent person, too. I'm a huge proponent for like, you go do your own thing. And I'll go do my own thing.

But like, when we're together, like, I'm going to be close to you. Okay. So I love everything.

And plus, okay, I'll give you a prime example. You're gonna stay the night tonight, right? Okay, cool.

Awesome. Yay. That makes me happy.

Okay. I am, I pride myself on my ability to go from gorgeous to gremlin in like, 0.5 seconds. Because like, when I'm at home, I'm chilling out.

I'm comfortable. I sleep in a silk bonnet. I mean, totally dressed down, right? But I go out totally different.

Okay, so be prepared, because you're staying the night and this is the first time you're staying the night with me. You get to kind of see the gremlin mode a little bit. But I promise, I promise I'll stay.

I promise I'll be cute, though. I'll be a cute gremlin. No, and I've got, I've got, listen, I've got makeup remover wipes.

I've got anything you may need. I've got plenty of shower stuff. Like, so don't worry about the fact that you don't have anything like to take off your makeup or whatever you may need.

I promise I got you. Yeah. Yeah, we're totally good.

Also, the great thing about you staying the night is if you want a midnight snack, we can totally do that. Yeah. Yeah, come here.

You come here. Come here. Come cuddle with me.

Mm hmm. Yeah, you can cuddle me too. We can do dual sponing.

That's absolutely fine. It's a dual cuddle fest. You hold me, I hold you.

Everybody wins. Yay. So just pick your head up.

Mm hmm. And I'm just gonna slide my arm under your neck. And then just cradle your back.

And then I'm gonna put this arm around, this other arm around your waist. And then I want you to take your leg and wrap it in between mine. Put it in between my legs.

There we go. Yeah, just just nuzzle up in there. Yep.

See, this is this is my favorite part. Mm hmm. Like, don't get me wrong, I love the sex.

It's wonderful. But it's the after part, like the cuddling and the kissing and the talking. And that's, that's the part I really like.

Because that's, that's where I feel it's like really, where you really kind of connect with one another. And I just I love it so much. So I've kind of perfected my art of cuddling.

So it's always nice when somebody else is like, I want to cuddle you too. Because yes. I feel like I've like won the lottery sometimes.

Yeah. Mm hmm. You know, I was thinking, it's interesting the night.

In the morning, if you want to, we can go for coffee and brunch if you want. Yeah, I know a little coffee shop like I know originally we met at like, you know, one of those like chain coffee shops. But I know this really wonderful place downtown.

It's like a 10 minute drive from here. Not even. Puts the chain places to shame.

They're like a locally owned coffee house a little hole in the wall. And I I just love I love everybody in there and they make amazing coffee. So and then down the street from that there's like this really great little brunch spot.

Yeah. Like it's literally like a block down from the coffee shop. If you want to.

Yeah. Great thing is for my only me. Let me grab my phone.

Okay. Great thing is for my phone. I can go ahead and make us a reservation for brunch tomorrow at that little restaurant I was telling you about.

Yeah. You want to do like, like 11 o'clock. And then that'll give us time to kind of like wake up, go get coffee, you know, that type of thing.

Okay, yeah. Okay, I got the reservation that's taken care of. Okay.

Yeah, come here. God, I love the way your feet, your hair feels in my fingers. I love running my hands through your hair.

You know, I heard from a friend of mine a while back ago that what you hear before you go to sleep, alters your subconscious. To carry you through the next day. So I want to make sure that I'm telling you good things.

Giving you affirmations while you go to sleep so that that carries over into the next day. Mm hmm. You know, it's taken me a while to trust again, and really put myself out there.

And I love spending time with you. And it's a bit insane for me because it just, it keeps getting better every time I see you. Like the more we hang out, the more we connect.

We just, it feels like a connection that's more than surface level, right? Like, that might be too much. You know, because we haven't been dating that long.

But I'm also a firm believer that life is too short, and we're not guaranteed time. So I'm a big proponent of telling people how I feel. Be my girlfriend.

Yeah, of course, I'm serious. Can't you tell? And if you don't want to, that's totally fine.

But be my girlfriend. Yeah. You said yes.

Oh my god, that makes me so happy. Come here. I can't wait to show you what it feels like to be appreciated the way you deserve.

And ultimately loved and adored and treated the way you should be treated. Yeah. You really are one of my favorite things.

Seeing you is a highlight of my day. And in between seeing you, I always think about like, like, even if I'm in the middle of my day, you'll pop into my head randomly over something like I'll be doing something and just randomly think of you. Yeah, you too.

Yeah. Yeah, just breathe. My baby.

My gorgeous baby. Yeah, you are so gorgeous, and caring and kind. And I'm so glad that I get the chance to get to know you more.

And I'm so glad that I get the chance to learn about you and see you light up when you're talking about something that you're really interested in or and I feel privileged to the fact that I'm the one that you call when something's going wrong, or something doesn't feel right or you're down. Because you could literally call anybody. And I'm so thankful that it's me.

And if I haven't said it already, thank you. Truly thank you. You fit so good right here in my arms.

Running my fingers down your skin, tracing your waistline, your hips, running my fingers up in your hair gently, just so I can pull your head in and kiss your forehead. Yeah, I love when you nose a little deeper in. You're safe here with me.

I want you to know that. You're safe. Yeah.

What's that? You're mumbling and you're half asleep and I can't understand you. It's okay though.

Just let everything go. Yeah. Mm-hmm.

I think you're out. I think so. Well, you asleep? Yeah, you're out.

I should probably try to get some sleep too. Yeah, we have brunch in the morning. Good night, baby.