[F4A] Lillith's Dirty Book Club - Episode 1 - "Can I Tell You Something?" by Holly June Smith

Transcript

Hey! Can I tell you about my latest read? Um, hi! If you don't know me, my name is Willeth, and I like to read a lot of smut.

I have a TBR that is miles long, and I love romance of all flavors. Um, it's partly why I wanted to become a voice actress in the first place. Um, yeah.

So, this is my new series called Willeth's Dirty Book Club, um, and basically I'm gonna just be reviewing and ramble fapping about my most recent romance reads. Uh, say that five times fast. Um, so today's episode is about the little book.

It's a novella called Can I Tell You Something by Holly June Smith. It is a holiday novella that I downloaded around Christmas and finally read in February. But it's really fucking cute.

It's so cute. It's literally the cutest book I've ever read. Um, and I might be biased, uh, and you'll understand why in a minute.

So, um, oh, by the way, I do have my Nora in, and it's just kind of lightly buzzing. So, I'm sure it'll get a little steamier in a minute. Um, but this book is, um, well, hold on, let me read you, I'm gonna read you the, uh, the little blurb on the back.

Well, I don't know if it's on the back. I don't actually read physical books. I'm a Kindle reader.

Um, but anyways, Hannah Richmond is about to spend Christmas with the man of her dreams. The man of Hannah's dreams has no idea that she exists. Hannah, I've been desperately looking forward to Christmas in my family's snowy alpine chalet.

Two blissful weeks of skiing, eating, and sneaking off for naps, in quotes, to listen to my favorite audio erotica star. Yes, the man who warms my bed each night may have no idea I exist, but that doesn't stop me from fantasizing that his spicy stories and filthy words are for my ears only. It's set to be the most relaxing Christmas ever, until my brother showed up with an unexpected guest, Cameron.

I planned to spend the holidays working, just me, my microphone, and a lot of new content for subscribers of my audio erotica channel. When I convinced my best friend to fly home and surprise his family, I never expected he'd take me along for the ride. I didn't expect to find myself halfway up a mountain, and I definitely didn't expect to find out his sister is my biggest fan.

So that's kind of the premise of this book. It's Hannah, who is like a huge fan of this audio erotica star who goes by the handle Mac and Please, which I think is really cute. And Cameron, who works in Hollywood as a sound editor or something, I don't even remember.

But his side hustle is making audio porn relatable, I know. This book is insanely hot. It starts off pretty fast.

Like I said, it's a novella, so it moves really fast, in a good way. Cameron is like, so hot. I don't even know what else to say.

I'm so bad about talking about books. But um, fuck sorry, it's really hard to think with this vibrator going on my clit. But their romance starts really fast.

Basically, Hannah's gotten out of some really bad relationships and has some trust issues. So she just kind of relies on this internet man that she's kind of obsessed with quietly, you know, shout out to all my quinn talk girlies. You know who you are.

Because I'm one of them. But um, yeah, so she just has this like little fake boyfriend in her head, which don't we all. And Cameron goes by the handle Mac and Please.

He does these like confessional type audios very similar to my series slut stories. Not to plug my own content here. But he starts them all by saying can I tell you something which is the reason for the name of the book.

Some really fun stuff that happens. They're they're staying together. Of course, there's this whole like don't date my sister thing because he's best friends with her brother.

And so there's that little bit of like, forbidden love there. She recognizes him immediately because I guess he posts his face on social media. And he's just like, it's it's one of those books where it's just lust at first sight.

Like they just want to bow down like immediately because she already knows who he is and is obsessed with him. And like no man can ever compare. Right.

And so the feeling is definitely mutual, the more he gets to know her. And he figures out that she's a follower. Because he kind of starts stalking her on social media, and he realizes that she follows his Instagram.

And then he finds all of the raunchy little DMS that she's dropped him, you know, over the years that she's listened. Some of them, you know, post nut. So they're just extra filthy.

And unfortunately, Hannah figures out that he knows and can see all of this, right as she's going to try to delete all of them. So there's kind of this like, he knows that she knows and she knows that he knows that she knows tension that happens, which is so delicious. By the way, there's gonna be hella spoilers in this.

So if you don't like spoilers, get over it. Go read the book first and then come listen to this. But yeah, so it all kind of culminates, you know, to she, she takes him out to teach him to ski, because she's kind of like the skier in this family, and they're staying in the fucking Alps or whatever.

And it's really all there is to do besides sit around the house and eat or soak in the hot tub, which sounds like a dream, man, just that alone. But yeah, sorry. These vibrations are starting to get to me.

Anyways, so they, the tensions heating up between them, he knows that she knows and she knows that he knows and she goes to take him for a ski lesson. And he kind of brings it up of like, hey, I know you listen to my audio. And at first she chose to play it off.

Like she's not a listener. And then it kind of culminates and she's like, yeah, I listen to your shit. And obviously I'm a fan and you know that I'm a fan.

And I know that you know that I'm a fan. And so you know, they kiss and there's this little moment between them of like, will they or won't they? And then later on in the book, it's actually what I'm going to read to you.

I have it bookmarked here. There's this scene because they can't quite find time away with each other. Because it's they're staying in this little cabin with her family.

So it's not like they can just like bone down whenever they want. And they're obviously hiding from like, her parents and her brother that they're like hooking up in secret. So after a couple of really hot encounters, he makes a very special audio just for her and sneaks into her room in the middle of the night and puts an earbud in her ear and kind of communicates to her that way.

So they have this really hot, completely silent scene between the two of them, where he's only talking to her through the audio in her ears. And he has an earbud in the other ear. Anyways, let me just read this to you because it's really fucking hot.

And I'm going to turn up my vibrator a little bit while I do this. Anyways, yeah, here we go. Chapter 23, Hannah.

Cameron slips inside and closes my door quietly behind him. I sit up as he stalks towards the end of my bed and crawls to me. What are you doing? I whisper.

Shh, he says, one finger placed to his lips. He pulls his earbuds from his pocket, hands one to me, and pushes the other into his ear. I stare at it until he gestures for me to copy him.

Fishing his phone from his other pocket. He fiddles around for a second and then I hear the unmistakable voice that turns me to mush. Can I tell you something? Through the earbud, his voice is low and soft, but full of need.

Here in the room, his hand settles on my knee, fingers dancing up to the hem of my t-shirt while he watches for my reaction. I've been dying to get you alone again. So many things I want to say to you, to do to you.

I close my eyes and try to place this audio. He has so many, and they all start differently. I can't always remember right away, even though I know I've listened to everything he has posted multiple times over.

Cameron nudges my chin with his fingers. And when I open my eyes, he points two of them back and forth between us. The message is clear.

Eyes on me. Hannah, if I play with you, can you be quiet for me? I gasp, then press my lips together.

That's why I've never heard this before. Whatever I'm listening to now, he's recorded just for me. And now he's playing it back in both his ear and mind while sitting up in the middle of my bed.

Cameron lays me gently back down against the pillows, then shifts to straddle my hips with his knees. I want you to listen carefully, sweetheart. I've been dying to touch you.

And I can't go another night sleeping in that room next door knowing you're in here keeping this incredible body to yourself. Holy fucking shit. His voice in my ears while he's here in the room with me is every fantasy I've ever had come to life.

Is that okay? I nod gently, a willing accomplice in his silent plans. I want to kiss you for a bit.

Okay? He leans in and I'm smiling so much I can't even kiss him back. Your mouth is so pretty.

His kisses are much slower than the frantic ones we've stolen over the past 24 hours. He takes his time kissing along my jaw, darting his tongue out and flicking it over my lips, sucking my lower one deep into his mouth and holding it between his teeth. I've been thinking about you nonstop.

The way you kissed me back underneath the tree last night. I knew right then that kissing you wouldn't be enough. My hands grip his hair, those blessed locks that enchanted me the first time I saw him, while he works his mouth over my neck, kissing, nibbling, sucking gently.

I wish I could suck harder here. I want to leave you covered in marks so everyone knows who you belong to. The tension in my core tugs deeper.

Possessive Mac does something extra special for me and he knows it because I explained in great detail over DM months ago. All the embarrassment over that monumental fuck-up fades fast when I realize he can take full advantage of knowing what I like. I tip my head to watch him push my t-shirt up, hands coasting up my sides as he nudges up just enough to reveal my breasts.

Holy shit, he mouths, for real, as he drags his gaze over me, so fucking hot. It's like your body was made for me to worship, Hannah. I wish I could spend this entire night exploring you.

Cameron's mouth moves to my nipples, his warm tongue sweeping them into stiff peaks. I've been wondering what you wear to bed. Do you wear underwear or are you naked beneath your covers, just waiting, aching to be touched? If you're wearing anything at all, it has to go.

He looks up, grinning as he shifts to hook his fingers into the waistband of my underwear and pulls them straight down my legs. It has to go because I need to see all of you, to taste all of you. This cannot be happening.

I must be dreaming. Cameron takes his time, far too long, frankly, kissing his way up the inside of my thigh. I have to stop myself from pushing my hips up and straight into his face.

Be patient, baby. You'll get what you need. How did he know I would be exactly like this when he reaches the crease at the top of my thigh? I almost cry out at the feeling of his warm mouth on my smooth skin.

He tastes and teases, swapping to the other side, skimming over the place where I need him most. Watch me taste you, Hannah. Oh, fuck.

Sorry, I'm turning up my vibrator a little. This is Lilith. He sticks his tongue and sweeps it straight through me, a lick, a teasing lick that has his eyes rolling back.

Heat blooms through me when he licks again, savoring then devouring. Past his shoulder, I see his hips rocking against the bed, and it turns me on even more to know how desperate he's feeling too. Look at you, dirty girl, getting your needy pussy eaten.

Ride my face. Don't be shy. I can take it.

Holy fuck, the sensation is unreal, his words flooding my brain in a way he'd never be able to while his mouth is solely focused on giving me pleasure. Cameron pulls back a little and pushes my legs wider, his thumbs spreading me open before he dives back in, the pressure coiling tighter. You're holding back on me, Hannah.

I said ride my fucking tongue. My legs ache to push together, to clamp around his head, but he has them pinned hard and all I can do is squirm and thrust fuck up against his hungry mouth. Are you aching to be filled up right now? My eyes widen, head flailing from side to side as I fist the sheets beside my hips.

You have to be quiet. Hold your moan, baby. He raises an eyebrow along with his voice in my ear as my hands release their grip, both clamping over my mouth.

I know it feels so good. You want to scream, right? I nod hard.

How I haven't made noise yet is beyond me, not with the way he's licking and sucking, pulling my orgasm to the brink. But you can't. You have to be so good for me, baby.

I am, I am, I am. I want to scream as my hips buck faster against his face. That's it, my good girl.

You're doing so good. So good. But I think you need more, right? Cameron looks up at me, his lips glistening, watching for my approval.

I hold myself up on my forearms to see him properly. He doesn't look away.