Dabi - Sadness Society

Transcript

You wouldn't really want to know what's on my mind, at least not right now. No, sweetheart. It's not really about what.

It's more about everything. I can't keep being like this. I can't keep being so numb.

I feel my flesh being burned. Every single day. All the time.

And it isn't because of my quirk. It's because of this world. The way that it exists and continues to do so.

It never stops. Just when I think that things might get somehow under order. Somehow controlled in a new way.

Everything turns for the worse. It always seems to get worse no matter what. We think that we have control.

But we know absolutely nothing about this world. It seems to always have its own plan. But the truth is there is no plan.

Everything is just chaos. And it will continue to be that way forever. There isn't anything that the heroes, that the villains, that society can do about this.

Absolutely nothing. We will forever be at the mercy of chaos. Lying to ourselves with our plans.

And our hope for order for any type of guidance to make sense of everything that's happening that continues to happen every single day. Nothing we do will ever get us out of this. Nothing.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to drop all this on you. You came over for something, and here I am giving you something else.

Not what you came for, right? Well, I do appreciate you listening. I know that I'm never the nicest to you.

And you only use me for what you want. Well, I use you too. We use each other.

But at this moment right now, you listening, as stupid as it sounds for everything that I just said, it does give me a little bit of hope. It must be you, because you are listening. Because you're actually here with me.

And you listen to me. You try to understand where I'm coming from. What I'm saying.

It doesn't feel like I'm just saying things. The words bouncing off the wall and disappearing. It feels like they go somewhere.

It feels like they have purpose. All because you listen. Thank you.

I think I do want to be alone now for a while. I'll call you whenever I feel better. But for now, I don't want to be around anyone.

I need some time alone. I'll probably call you tomorrow. I just need some time.

But hey, thanks again. Really, thanks. Bye.