[Co*ktober] Boy in HEAT tells you what a mess he's making.

Transcript

Fuckin'. .. Happy Cocktober, guys.

So, you might be wondering why I'm already so breathy. It's because this is not the first time I've been going at this. My room is actually such a fucking mess right now.

I don't know why, but I always get into this sort of heat whenever it gets colder. And now that it's finally cooling down, I feel like I'm in full-on breeding mode. I can't even be bothered to edit this shit.

Like, my bedsheets are all messed up. They're not even on the corners. There's so much shit all over my floor.

I have to clean my mouse pad and keyboard pad because they're basically covered in fucking lube and cum right now. And my legs are tangled up in a bunch of fucking wires just so I can hear myself. I didn't have the microphone in my bed with me.

I'm such a mess. I can't help it. I can't help it.

I'm just such a messy boy right now. And I keep beating my dick down, but it won't stop. It just stays hard.

I posted a picture of how messy my bed was. How many stains were on it from just a bunch of spit and sweat and, you know, other fluids. Fuck.

I can't stop being a mess. I'm gonna end up breaking my own fucking mind like this. Every time I've been writing scripts, I just get so worked up from all the ideas in my head.

It's slowing me down. I can hardly write. I can hardly think.

I can hardly sleep. I just need someone to take control of me. I want someone to lock my cock up in a cage because I've been so naughty.

I'm so naughty. I can't even go very loud for this one. I can't go very loud for this recording because there's some people in my house right now.

So I can't go as crazy as I want to. I can't wait until it's later tonight and I can just touch myself all I want. And I can be loud as I want and I can scream.

Fuck. Some pre-cum from my dick just flicked onto my face. Got it.

I'm just drooling over myself. Just spitting all over myself. I'm so messy.

I'm such a sticky wet mess. I have no idea how badly I just want somebody to sit on my fucking face. Pussy, balls, dick, whatever.

Oh my god, I want to suck on something. I just want to suck on something. I know I don't do these very often.

But I have a feeling you're going to be getting a lot of these from me. Especially now that I've been through a breakup. I'm so sorry if I'm breathing directly into the mic.

I don't know. Fuck, I can't even think about the audio quality. I just don't give a fuck.

I just don't give a fuck. I just want to keep touching myself. I was interrupted earlier.

But I don't give a damn right now. Somebody walks through my door. Or knocks, I don't care anymore.

I don't care anymore. I just want to be a mess. I just want to be a messy puppy.

I just want to be a messy puppy. I just want to be a puppy. I'm a dog in fucking heat.

I'm just a stupid fucking man-whore. I'm a stupid man-whore. I don't give a fuck how messy my room is right now.

I just want to keep coming. I don't care how many used toys are on the floor. I'm such a dirty boy.

I love being your dirty boy. I'm gonna be your dirty boy. Please call me a dirty boy.

I want some more gum on my face. It's everywhere really. I can't even pull apart my thighs without feeling how sticky it is.

And every single time I think I'm finally done. I'm finally getting it soft. There's just more.

There's just more and more and more and more. I promise you babies. For all of October.

I'm gonna be your little slut. That's what I'm gonna be for Halloween. I just want to be your hole in the wall.

I just want to be a fucking- I want to be a human condom so badly. I want to be a human condom. And do you know how messy it is being bi right now? I can't even decide on an image in my head.

It just keeps flickering. I just want everything. I just want everything.

I want all of it. I want to be all of it. I want to give all of it.

I'm coming. I filmed you. I filmed you, you can see me now.

I want this to literally touch my face. I'm drooling like a fucking idiot. With my mouth open.

All my fucking sheets are covered in stains now. And I can't even be bothered to change them yet. I'm sorry I'm such a wet, sticky, disgusting mess.

I'm sorry I'm such a disgusting boy. I'm a disgusting boy that's just a slave to their own cock. And I can't help but remind myself that I said that in- I do know not November, so I just want to knock myself dry.

I want to be the biggest, biggest, biggest mess. I want to be covered in so much spit. And cum when I try to get out of my bed.

It sticks to my skin. I'm sorry if that's gross, but that's just what I'm thinking. It's just what I'm thinking.

I just want to keep fucking my flashlight until it's just leaking out. And I don't need to use any lube anymore. Until I can just use my spit and cum and sweat.

To keep pumping myself silly. Oh god, I just want to go silly. I think I want to suck the dildo I just used through there.

Oh god, I just have so many things need attention. I want my nipples flayed with. I want my tummy rubbed.

I want my ass puked. I want to choke on dick. I want mommy's wet pussy leaking down my lips.

Until I can feel a wet spot in the back of my head. And I can't help it anymore. I can't control it anymore.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry it's been going on so long.

I'm sorry. I love you. I love you good boy.

I love you.