While crying. you open your walk in closet door and leave it dark (don't turn on the light) in order to summon and speak with the demon that lives in it, hoping that it'll be able to help...
Hmmm, now what is this? Why do you cry little one? Well I understand that.
I get exactly what you are saying but I do want to know exactly why you are crying. I want to know why you are shedding tears. I must know.
So take a deep breath and then tell me exactly why you are crying. And if you would like me to understand, to truly understand, I recommend that you look up at the roof. That is where my head is.
I know you can't see me but that is where my face lies and I would like to be able to look at you, to look into your eyes when you tell me exactly why you are crying. Like I am saying, let's take a deep breath, look up and just speak. I promise not to interrupt until you tell me that I can.
Now go ahead, speak, let it all out, absolutely everything. It's alright, hush, shhh. I know it's a lot, that is a lot that you are dealing with, but I am here to tell you, I am here to help you because I cannot see you suffering.
What pains me, makes me absolutely irate, especially knowing that there are other humans that are treating you this way, that are making you feel this way. How dare they do this to you? I should kill them, I should break them, slice them, chew on them, completely consume them, but I won't and I shall not, but I will help you, I will help you in a way that you probably won't even be able to understand, but I will help you right in this instance.
First of all, take deep breaths, small little breaths, like that, now take deep breaths, do it, there you are, look at that, it's actually helping you, isn't it? Now, what I want you to understand is something that you haven't been able to learn, something that I don't think you have even considered, you see, they are making you feel this way, but unfortunately, you need to realize, you are letting them make you feel this way, it's not something that just happens, you have control, you might think you don't, but you do, you have a lot of control, that is where your weakness and strength lie. You see, the way that you feel right now, it's all just perspective, but at the same time you are being weak, because you are letting them control you, you are letting them control your emotions, your feelings, you are letting them have the reaction that they want.
They want you to feel bad, life wants you to feel bad, all these circumstances that you don't like, they are there to make you feel bad, they are there to test you, to see if you've got what it takes to be better, to see if you have the strength to not let them see how much it hurts you, and that is all you must do, that's all you have to do, it's really nothing, it's just stopping yourself from feeling pain, from feeling sadness, from feeling lesser than, and I know little one, I know for sure, that you're better, you deserve better things, and it is a part of yourself, it's a part of your life, for you to take control, for you to be the one, to make sure that you are the only one that can make yourself feel sad, because you do, because you do, and you're the one making yourself feel the way you are, because you're letting it happen, and from now on, you can't, you can feel sadness, you can feel all these different things that you don't like, just don't let them see it, because then they gain the upper hand, can you promise me that little one, can you? Good, very very good, now close my door, let me rest in this closet that I'm binded to, and maybe some other day I will explain exactly what I am, and why you can only hear me, but not see me, now go on, rest, you've had a long day, your night shouldn't be the same, so rest.