Catch Me I’m Falling

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Hey, yeah, thanks for the invite. No, no, no, it's been really fun seeing everyone. Um, no.

I actually have to get going. I just remembered there is something I have to do, so, yeah, see you later. Hm? Yeah.

Hey, you two, sorry, sorry to interrupt, but we actually have to get going. We had tickets to a movie tonight, remember? Yeah, yeah, see you around.

You're having an attack, right? Of course I can tell. Let's get you home.

Alright, sit down right there. I'm gonna get a wet washcloth. Okay, put this on your face.

There you go. There. Breathe.

You're home. You're safe. Come here, let me hold you.

It's okay. I'm here. Breathe with me.

There you go. Hm. Close your eyes.

Focus on the sound of my heart in my chest. Focus on the feel of my hands on yours. There you go.

You coming down? Here, let me take the rag. You did so well.

Can I get you something? Here's some water. Drink slowly.

There you go. How did I know? Well, because I know you.

You don't have to apologize. You aren't inconveniencing me. I can always tell.

Your hands clench. Your arms shake a little. And I can see it in your eyes.

I know it's been a while since you've been around a lot of people, and your social battery was already pretty drained. You told me once, sometimes it's suffocating, having to be on all night, having to pretend that you're what everyone thinks you are. But you're in a safe space now.

Let everything out. I won't tell you that it's going to be alright. I know that doesn't help.

What you're feeling is real. It's not in your head. I will tell you this every time, just so you know.

Say the word and I'm by your side. Say the word and I'll give you space. Whatever you need to get through the moment.

I remember you saying that having something cold on your face can help, right? Did it help? Good.

Now I made sure to get you out of there as fast as I could. I know sometimes it's hard to remember what happens during it. You were fine, and I don't think anybody could tell.

Do you want to talk about it? Alright, that's okay. I can keep talking if you want.

Positive affirmations coming your way. I'm so proud of you, you know. This isn't easy, and it's hard to explain how you really feel.

But thank you for allowing me to try and understand. I'll always be here, so if you need to cry, I'll wait with you while your tears fall. If you need to scream, I'll make sure you're in a safe place.

When you need to be left alone, I'll be on standby for when you're ready. What's wrong? Are you.

.. Are you. ..

I don't want to take advantage of you when you're in this mental state. No, no, no, of course I want to. I just know it's really exhausting, and you need time to recover.

I love you. I have for ages. But I know how overwhelming things are for you right now, and I wouldn't dare ask for more.

You're wonderful. You're kind. You are so worthy of love.

I know you don't think you deserve it, but you do. You know I've liked you for a long time. All those things that you think make you unattractive.

Adorable. As I sit here with you in my arms, I'm reminded of all the things that I love about you. Look, give me your hand.

It fits perfectly with mine. May I kiss you again? Mm.

Let me kiss away those tears and make you feel something good tonight. Will you let me take care of you? Thank you.

If it gets too overwhelming, just say the word and I'll stop. Tonight, I'm going to prove just how much you're loved and wanted. I'm going to take this hand and trace circles around your stomach gently, getting you used to the feeling of my hands.

Does that feel good? Here, let's get you out of those pants. Alright, now scoot close to me.

Lean back and spread your legs a little. Open yourself up for me. Mm.

Oh wow. That hurt you so hard. I'm going to keep rubbing your cock while you listen to me tell you all about how wonderful you are.

Now that you're free of those thoughts, let yourself get lost in these new ones. Thoughts of warm hugs, sweet kisses, passionate touches. Are you ready for me to speed up? Ah, yes.

Mm-hmm. Ah. Mm.

Ah, yes. There you go, sweetheart. Your voice has always been lovely, but those sounds you're making now, I want to hear them all the time.

Mm. That's it. Don't force yourself.

Let yourself feel it. Give yourself the love you deserve. Mm.

Ah. When I rub your cock, I can't help but imagine what it would feel like inside me. In and out.

Slide in between my fingers. Give me your hand. Let me show you how you're making me feel.

Ah. Mm. See? Drippy.

Now, take your hand back. Tonight is all about you. You can make me feel good a little later.

Promise. Mm. Ah, did that feel good? Your breath sped up a little bit? Ah, you look incredible like this.

I love seeing that look in your eyes when you see yourself reflected in mine and feel seen. Mm. One second.

Let me kneel between your legs. No, I want to. I told you I'd take care of you.

Mm. Ah. Ah.

Mm. Mm. Ah.

Mm. Mm. It's alright to grab my hair.

Mm. You can move your hips, too. Yes, like that.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Oh, you taste incredible. I always thought you would.

Perfectly shaped for me. Do you like it when I look up the underside like this? Mm.

Mm. Maybe sucking the tip? Ah.

Mm. Mm. Tell me what makes you feel good.

Tell me what you need. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah, you taste so good. Ah, I can see it in your eyes.

You're close, aren't you? Ah, you're doing so well. Well, I can't believe I get to see you like this.

Ah. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Ah. It's okay to moan.

You sound so fucking amazing. Trust me. Ah.

Ah. Mm. Let me come sit next to you again.

Ah, I want to see that look in your eyes when you come undone. Ah. As you get closer, I want you to listen to me while I count you down, okay? Mm-hmm.

I'll count down from ten. Mm. Ten.

You deserve to feel this. Mm-hmm. Nine.

I smile whenever you walk into the room. Mm-hmm. Eight.

Mm. You are irresistible. Seven.

Mm-hmm. You are worthy of every single bit of pleasure I'm giving you tonight. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Six.

Let the feelings of worry and doubt wash off of you. Mm. Five.

Mm. Never forget how much you are loved. Mm.

Mm. Four. You are so sexy and turn me on so fucking much.

Mm. Three. Oh, you're almost there.

Do you feel it? Mm. Mm.

Two. I can't wait to feel you inside me. Mm.

Mm. Mm. One.

I love you. Mm. Oh, let yourself come.

Mm. Ah, ah, ah, ah. Mm.

Oh. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Yes. Mm.

Mm. Mm. How are you feeling? A little lightheaded.

That's all right. Come close to me. Mm.

Mm. I'll always be here for you. No matter how many times I have to say it.

You are safe. And you are loved. Don't ever forget that.