Boyfriend - The talk

Transcript

No, I just, I just want to talk to you for a moment, um, nothing, it's nothing bad, baby. You always, you always get way too stressed out, you think that whenever I say I want to talk to you that it's a bad thing, it's not a bad thing, okay? It's a good thing, it's a really good thing.

Um, we've just been, we've been dating for a while now, for a while, and you know I have this huge belief that, well before I say that, it's been going really, really well, okay? It's been going amazing, and because it was going so amazingly, it made me start wondering about, you know, when things don't go that well in past relationships and stuff like that, and usually, I mean, there's a lot of reasons why a relationship might have not gone well, obviously, you've been there as well, but I think it really boils down to obviously you choosing the right person, that's the very first step, and I think I've found that with you, the more I've gotten to know you, right? However, and I know that people change a little bit, and circumstances change, and that all, you know, I'm trying to not make it complicated, but my mind goes everywhere, so please, please just be patient with me, okay?

I'm trying to get something here, but the point is that it made me realize that there are going to be fights, right? There are going to be arguments, for example, that's inevitable, there are going to be, you know, a few of those, and all I care about in those moments is that we listen to each other, or we take a beat, and then we try to talk to each other the next day, or, you know, later, not a whole day, but, you know, just take a moment to completely relax and let all that emotion out of that moment, and then regroup, and really talk to each other, and try to understand where we're coming from, where each one of us is coming from, and that's it, right? But even more than that, I want you to understand one thing about me that I think has really hurt me in the past, and it's that I always give my entire self to whoever I see a potential with, I give them everything, but they don't give that back, and I don't blame these people, I'll be honest with you, I don't even blame them, because I know that it's hard to do that, and when I say everything, I'm talking about, obviously, around, you know, if I had to put a number on it, I'd say, like, 80%, because we always have a percentage that we keep to ourselves, it's the percentage that we don't let anybody see, that percentage that we don't even speak out loud, it's just there, looming in your mind, and I'll never expect you to give me that private, you know, piece of yourself, you should have that, and I should have that to myself as well, but the rest of it, I want it, I want it, and I want to give you everything that I have, because I think that's the only way to figure out if this works, and it's been working, it's been working a lot, really, really well, actually, I think you can agree with that, so for me, it's all about making sure that that is what happens for us, because I, I, I love you, yeah, I love you, I can't believe I'm saying that, but there's no time in my day that I'm not thinking about you, that I don't want to drop whatever I'm doing that might be exciting to be with you, being with you on the couch talking is the highlight of my day, this right now, and we're just together, even just being in the same room, it's everything, it makes me the happiest, and when I look at you, I just know that I want to do this for real, and I want to give it everything that I've got, and I just want to make sure that you're on the same page, that's it, yeah, yeah, I love you, I'm just going to say it even more now, we're going to give it our best shot, I know we are, and as long as you're with me, I know that we're going to do great, it's going to be great, I love you.