After having a REALLY fun time, your bf lays next to you and shares some thoughts...
Oh You're always just you're always just so perfect aren't you well you are I Just want to lay here for a minute, that's okay with you Absolutely with you Well, I never have I've never had such good Sex as I do with you ever But I've never loved someone Like I have loved you, you know I don't know. I don't know if that makes sense Huh, well, yeah, that's what I mean Just lay on my chest right here. Yeah, there you go What do you think I just want to know what you think I Yeah about about these things because I know you like it I mean But I want to know specifically what you think about it Well, the fact that it's fucking mind-blowing it's the first thing at least for me it is The fact that Every time that we have sex afterwards I become obsessed over you Which I know happens to you as well We become a lot more affectionate we become more affectionate towards each other.
I Don't know I think that it's a reminder Of how Well, we fit together of how much We're supposed to fit together Yeah, I guess that's that's kind of it. It still doesn't even come close to The experience well the experience is something else, huh? Yeah, I agree with that I agree with that for sure I just I Just can't seem to shake the feeling that there is some sadness some other day I Want to that fear?
I? Don't I don't want to dampen this with that but If you really want me to say it, I mean we share everything with each other. So I Understand that I get it well, it's just the fear of Losing this it's always looming in the back.
I I Mean it is it is there it exists, you know, you can't deny it It doesn't have to be because we decide to it can just be anything just the fear of loss, you know But most specifically because it's So important So special right at least yeah. Yeah I So help me that's never gonna happen, you know, it's never gonna happen But I would never be able I would never be Arrogant enough to think that I could control everything I could control life decisions circumstances If it ever were to happen that Would go our separate ways for whatever reason it may be. I Know that The moments we've shared and All that Comes with that all that was with that.
I Will hold it dearest to my heart and I will never ever forget them That doesn't matter right now, why am I talking about that shit, that's so sad I love you so much and I hadn't it's this is why I didn't want to talk about it But I guess it just happened Still the thought the thought is what counts, right? it is I Love you and That's not gonna change They won't I love you, baby And also we are definitely gonna fuck later again I Just stay here for a couple more minutes.