Bestfriend - Trauma

Transcript

Hey do you have a minute to talk yeah okay great look I I want to start this off by saying that I know that I'm just your friend right your best friend and I'm not like a therapist or anything like that but there have been some things that I really wanted to say to you and I'm just hoping praying even though I don't pray that you listen and that you truly understand what I try to tell you so if you think you can listen right now then I'll talk then I'll tell you the things that I've been thinking about the things I've been dying to tell you to talk about with you look there's no easy way to say this at all I know that but you've been through some shit some really bad shit I know that because I've always been with you through all of that and I've listened to you and I've been there for you first thing I want to say is that I know that all this shit has changed you and it has affected you I know that your parents don't even realize the damage that all these things have done to you but I do I don't want you to know that I see you and I hear you and I understand you know you're not alone I see you and I see how this has affected you but in that same sentence that same sentence I want you to know that these things may have influenced you and molded you but it doesn't define who you are and I want you to listen to that again I know that these things may have molded you and put you in this place that you are right now but they do not define who you are these things that you live through the way they affected you that's that's true that doesn't have to define you and unfortunately you have to be the one to change all that little by little you don't have to do it all at once but I don't want it to affect you anymore and I know that I wish that if I could go back in time and make sure that none of this happened to you I would I would do it in a fucking heartbeat or if it would happen to me instead of you I would do it I would do it we don't get to live in such a perfect world do we I just know that all of this affects you so much and even though it does that you try your best but I think you can try even better and you don't have to do it alone I'm here for you I know that you don't talk about it more and that you don't want to deal with it and that you don't want to relive all these things but you have to heal I want to help you heal whatever I can do for you I will whatever it doesn't matter to me you can ask anything of me and I will help you because I love you you're my best friend and I would do anything for you you've been there through my worst times and through all the shit I've had to go through but now it's my time now it's my time to help you to truly help you and to make sure that you don't have to deal with all this anymore to try to put it to rest and I know that it'll never be gone forever I know it will never be gone absolutely forever but we can make it better and we can make sure that it doesn't affect you as much you can actually live these days most days without having to think about it with your soul being healed with you being okay so that's all I wanted to say and I know that it's a lot but I've been wanting to say for a while and all this traumatic shit all this stuff you're dealing with you've dealt with you don't have to go through it alone and we will make it better we will I promise you that anyways I know that was a lot to take but uh is there anything that you need right now do you want to go anywhere do you want to do anything whatever you want to do today you want to go eat you want to go bowling you want to do something we can I just wanted to tell you all of this and I want to be here for you I love you give me a hug please you're my best friend you'll always be my best friend I love you.