Be With Me Instead [M4F] [Romance] [Confession] [Ranting] [Sobbing] [Long time crush]

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Who's calling at this hour? Hello? Who is this? Hello? Oh, Jenny, sorry about that.

I was actually asleep when you called. Jenny? Is something wrong? Oh, wait, I'll come over instead.

Are you home? Okay. Stay here.

Stay there. Jenny? Are you there? I'm coming in, okay? Hello? Pardon the intrusion.

Jenny? Are you here? Oh, there you are.

What are you doing on the floor? Come here. Sit up.

You might get sick at this rate. And leave. And there.

Okay, what seems to be the problem? You don't just call out out of the blue. Oh, come on, homie.

Because of him again? I swear, I oughta. ..

Okay, okay, I won't do anything drastic. So what happened? I mean, it's not good to bottle all your thoughts up.

I'm here for you, Jenny. So, come on. Let out all your frustration.

Tell me what's on your mind. What's worrying you at the moment. I'm your friend, so you can rely on me.

Yeah, that's kind of. .. Oh, no.

Really? I swear, he needs to control his temper sometimes. He can't just laugh out at you.

He seriously doesn't know how to communicate. And aren't you tired of it? Oh, Jenny, you know what I mean.

Don't you remember that one incident where he just drove off after arguing with you? He didn't even bother calling you, or even come back. It's a good thing that I was near your location.

Who knows what would happen to you at that time if no one came for you. What do you mean I'm exaggerating, Jenny? Don't you know how dangerous it is for a woman to be left alone at night? Okay, I sound like one of those obsessive people who won't let you go out, and that's reality.

I mean, it is dangerous for you to be alone. I care for you, Jenny. I really do care for you.

It really pains me that. Screw it. Jenny, I.

.. God. I love you so much.

Not as a friend, but, like, romantically. I love you. I'm sorry for keeping this a secret after all the years we've spent together, but.

.. Since when? Well, I.

.. Since college? Yeah, it's been 80 years, thereabout, right? Okay, I know it's quite dumb to be honest.

I tried dating, like, some other girls, but I just. .. I didn't feel anything for them.

I guess my feelings for you are that strong. Well, as your friend, I didn't confess my feelings for you. I knew that I didn't have any chance, and you were happy with him.

So I chose to stay by your side as your friend instead. Don't say sorry. It was my choice, okay? I really wanted to be by your side, even as a friend, but.

.. Now? Now I don't think I can hold my feelings back anymore.

I don't want to see you hurt anymore, Jenny. Being with him will cause you more suffering. I haven't seen you smile in so long.

He doesn't treat you like a girlfriend anymore. And I can assure you, Jenny, I will make you the happiest, luckiest girl in the entire world. I won't hurt you.

I will love you with all my heart. So, Jenny, be with me instead. Jenny? You love me, then? I.

.. You love me as a friend? I mean, why? Why are you choosing him over me? I can treat you better.

I will treat you better. He hurts you. He doesn't give a fuck about you.

I've seen it all. I've been by your side the most, Jenny. More than him.

Open your eyes. I can treat you better. I can make you happy.

To the point. You don't need to worry about anything. Oh, God, no.

I'm so sorry.