【Audio Roleplay】 Your Best Friend Loves & Wants You【F4F】【NSFW at 22:32】

Transcript

Okay. Come on, Sophia. Just knock on our door.

It's no big deal. You've done this so, so, so many times before. After all, you guys are and have been best friends for years.

Even though you've been totally crushing on her for years and have been hiding it from her out of fear of rejection. And only stopped hanging out with her like this because she got a new boyfriend and he's taken up almost all of her time for the past several months. Stop being so negatively, Sophia.

She called you up, she talked with you, and she asked you to come over to hang out like old times. She told you she had plenty of free time and wanted to spend it with you. She obviously wants to hang out with you.

So stop being so anxious and do it. Come on, knock on the damn door. Okay.

And now we wait. Oh God. What if she didn't actually want to see me tonight? What if I got the date and time wrong? What if she didn't really mean it when she said she wants to hang out? Hey, it's been a while.

Yeah. It feels like it's been forever since we last hung out like this, huh? Oh, um, can I come in? Thanks.

Oh yeah. Since I, well, since I didn't know what we would be doing tonight and because I wasn't so sure if you were properly prepared, I just, uh, brought a big bag full of our usual hangout essentials. I brought movies, video games, drinks, and some snacks.

Though they're mostly your favorites since one, I'm not very picky with my snacks. And two, because I know you like the more expensive and obscure snacks. Oh, come on.

Don't you give me that Ms. Weeb-chan. I know for a fact you like Asian treats so much, you would ask me to go with you to the world market and get you your favorites.

Or you would beg me to order them online for you since you don't know how to shop for foreign goods online with the help of a proxy. Well, too bad. Cause I happen to have a ton of goodies in this bag, but I'm not so sure if I want to give you any with that attitude of yours.

Ow! Okay, okay, okay. I'm sorry.

I'll give them to you if you stop. Gosh, you are such a dork. You're glad I haven't changed? Yeah, well, I'm glad you haven't changed either.

To be honest, I was kind of worried about coming over here tonight. Why? Well, if I'm being completely honest, I thought for a while that you didn't want to be friends with me anymore.

Because all this time, we've barely talked and we've barely hung out. And I wanted to so badly. I thought about you every single day when we were apart, and I just wanted to take initiative and ask to hang out.

But you'd already be busy with him. I mean, with other things. Just overall, I was worried that you didn't like me anymore.

Huh? What do I mean by you'd be busy with him? Well, all right.

I'll come clean. I've been kind of pissed at your boyfriend. Why? Why? Because all this time, all this time, he's been keeping you from me.

I mean, he's. .. he.

.. Wait, you know what? Screw it.

I'm not gonna lie about this anymore. The truth is, I've never liked him. Ever since I've met him, he's always been a selfish, flirtatious jerk.

And yet, you went for him instead. And that is saying a lot compared to the other guys you've dated. Just, you chose to go out with such an absolute asshole of a guy for literal months, almost a whole year, and you never once noticed how much of an absolute prick he is.

Especially after he made such a big stink about us hanging out all the time. He practically forced us to spend less time together. And for what? Just so he could keep you all to himself and have you constantly waiting on him on bended knee while he, oh I don't know, probably went off and screwed around with some other poor unsuspecting girl.

All the while, the person who actually loves and cares about you sits at home worrying about you constantly and wondering whether it's because you don't like me anymore or if he's forcing you to distance yourself from me, your best friend. I would have just butt out of it if it were any other guy. But why? Why did you have to go and let it be him? Him of all people? The guy you crushed on all throughout high school but got ignored by every time, only for him to come around suddenly and ask you out in college, out of nowhere, when he hasn't even spoken to you beforehand.

You went for the guy, out of all guys, who has never before and could never ever in the future come to love and appreciate how smart, funny, beautiful, talented, and all-around amazing you are? Fuck, I'd happily move on with my life if you went for someone else who treated you better, better than that that asshole ever did, and actually paid attention to you. Huh? You.

.. Wait, what? One of the reasons you called me over here tonight was to tell me you broke up with him? A week ago? Wait, wait, wait, first of all, why? Why did you just suddenly break it off with the guy? And secondly, why am I only hearing about this now? Why didn't you tell me sooner, like, oh, I don't know, the moment it ended? Okay.

Oh. So, you've been wanting to break it off for a while, but kept putting it off because. ..

Because you had hoped that by staying with him, you could fall in love with him and fall out of love with your crush? Oh shit. I.

.. I had no idea you were going through so much. But seriously, you cannot expect to force yourself to fall in love with a guy like that.

I mean, he's an absolute tool. You also dumped him because he was an absolute tool? About time you said it out loud.

But that still doesn't answer why you waited so long to tell me. I mean, we've been best friends for years. Even if we have fights or falling outs, we still go to each other for stuff like this.

So. .. So why wait a week to tell me what happened? Huh? It's because we've been friends for so long? That's the problem? Wait, I don't understand.

What do you mean? I didn't. ..

Did I do something wrong here? No. Then what is.

.. You needed time to fully process your feelings towards your crush because. ..

Because you realized you were. .. Wait.

You're. .. You're bi? Oh.

Oh. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I am not upset by any means.

I mean, for crying out loud, this is coming from the girl who had you hold me as I cried back in freshman year of high school when I came out to you as gay because I was so convinced that you'd hate me for it, and you had to sit there for hours trying to convince me that everything was going to be fine and that we were still friends. So, no, I am not upset by this, and I'm not gonna cast you out of my life for coming out as bi. So.

.. Can I assume this crush of yours is a girl? Okay, okay.

Just needed to get that question out of the way. No, I am not upset at that. Again, referring to my previous answer here.

I'm just confirming it is all. And although I'm not upset by any means, I can definitely say that I'm shocked and surprised. So, if I may, can I ask, when did you realize that you also liked girls? Really? Back in high school? So, it's been quite a long time of you just hiding this part of yourself.

And, uh, was it then that you met your crush, or did that come after? Oh, I see. You knew them for a while, but didn't realize how you felt until sophomore year.

But they never seemed interested in you like that? Well, they sound pretty stupid if they haven't noticed someone like you fawning over them. So, you decided you'd try and move on from those feelings, but they never did go away? Y-yeah, I can understand that.

But all of that still doesn't explain why you breaking up with your now ex-boyfriend and your feeling towards your mystery crush all have to do with me. And why you waited so long to tell me what happened. Um, sure.

I guess you can answer my question with another question. But that depends on the question, and if it can actually answer mine. Huh? Why did I say all those things? What do you mean? Eh? Why was I saying stuff like, he's been keeping you from me, the person who actually loves and cares about you, and that I'd happily move on with my life if you went for someone who treated you better?

Well, it's because we're friends, after all. Best friends! It only makes sense that I'd worry and care about you.

But why do you need to know that? You. ..

You wanted to know how I really feel about you? If I feel like I'm not good enough for you, then why do you need to know that? How I really feel about you? If I feel anything.

.. Past friendship? I.

.. I, um. ..

I. .. God damn it.

I was hoping that this question would never come up. But I guess the truth was bound to come out at some point. The truth is, I.

.. I. ..

I don't want to be friends anymore. Or rather, I don't want to be just friends. The truth is, I.

.. I. ..

I want to be your girlfriend. I. ..

I really like you. A lot. A lot.

More than a girl should like their best friend. The truth is, I'm so hopelessly in love with you, and have been for years. But I was so scared of losing our friendship and.

.. You were always ogling at some random new guy in our classes growing up that I. ..

Thought I stood no chance. I'm in love with you. And I've always been in love with you.

And even though I could feel my heart breaking every time you got a new boyfriend, I only wanted you to be happy. And. ..

And I was just so happy to still be allowed to be by your side as your best friend. That was always enough for me. But the day that I came out to you was.

.. Well. ..

It was also going to be my confession to you. But you told me earlier that day how much you liked that asshole. And even though I wanted so badly to tell you to just drop him and be my girl.

.. I couldn't. Because I knew that wasn't what you wanted.

So I didn't tell you. I came out as gay, but. ..

I never told you how I really felt about you. Heh heh. Until now, at least.

So. .. Go ahead.

Tell me you don't feel the same and then proceed to kick me out of your place. Heck, I could even do that part for you and see myself out the door- Huh? Huh? Wait, what? Your real reason for not telling me sooner was.

.. Because you needed time to process your feelings. ..

Towards. .. Me? You mean that- Are you serious? ! It's me? ! You like me? ! So all this time.

.. We had feelings for each other. ..

But didn't say anything because. .. We thought our feelings were one-sided.

.. And we were scared of being rejected. ..

I can't believe that all this time. .. The girl of my dreams actually liked me back.

.. But thought that I didn't feel the same. ..

You. .. You have no idea.

.. How much I thought about you. ..

Dreamt of you. .. Wanting so badly to just.

.. Hold your hand and hug you and kiss you and- You- You're right. ..

I guess. .. I can do those things now.

.. Wait. ..

I can. .. I can.

.. Do all those things now. ..

Meaning I can. .. I can.

.. Do I want to kiss you more? Do you even have to ask? Mmm.

.. You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that. ..

I guess you would know, huh? Tee hee hee hee hee. ..

God. .. If this is what it feels like to kiss you, then.

.. That guy is really missing out. ..

Because right now, I feel like I've died and gone to heaven. .. Because this.

.. This is better than I could have ever dreamed of. ..

Hey. .. If, um.

.. If it's okay with you. ..

Can I. .. Can I touch you? Or rather, um.

..