ASMR Roleplay - Goth Girl Friend With Benefits Turns Yandere Obsessive On You! [ F4M ]

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Kitty mix a s m r please. .. enjoy hey, thanks for letting me come over and spend the night with you.

I mean, usually when we get together, you know, you finish up whatever it is we're doing, and hanging out, and we part ways, but, yeah, the weather is a bit rough outside, I gotta admit. I don't want to risk, you know, getting caught in a flood. So, thank you for understanding that, and thank you for looking out for me.

Of course, you know, we are friends, so we should look out for one another, but, given our unique situation, I don't know, you know, how much to care either way, you know, how far that goes. It's a little confusing. Sorry.

You do have a nice place. I really like your room. I've always liked your cool posters and stuff.

It's neat that you have all these, like, game systems and you've got the nice computer and everything. It's cool. It's really cool.

My only complaint is this bed's kind of small. I mean, it's okay for certain activities, but if you were to, like, just want to cuddle someone and get comfortable and fall asleep next to them, it would be kind of cramped. Just saying.

So, like, if you ever do get, like, a girlfriend or somebody, you're kind of going to take that into consideration, because they'll probably want to cuddle, and who knows what their living situation's going to be like, you know? Look, I get it. You're still hurt over your ex.

She was obnoxious and controlling. I can't believe she got in your case just because you would, like, go on, like, Facebook or Twitter or whatever and like photos of models and pretty cosplayers and whatnot. Doesn't, like, everyone do that? These.

.. geeks and nerds? Like, sorry, I'm so flustered that she treated you that way.

Like, come on, even I like photos like that. I use them as inspiration. Was she really that catty and jealous of just pictures of people she didn't even know? I gotta ask, what did she do when you liked a photo of someone you did know? Really? Really? You didn't tell me that.

She didn't go, we need to talk. Nonsense. What the crap? It's a little BS.

What an insecure wimp. And just, you know, some brutal honesty. You deserve better than her, anyway.

She wasn't exactly the most attractive of girls. I won't say she's, like, a troll or anything, since I think, you know, beauty is subjective and obviously you were attracted to her in some capacity. But, you know, she just.

.. basically her insides reflected on her outsides, I'll put it that way. And her controlling, nasty attitude kinda shone through in her appearance.

Yeah, I'm sorry, I never did like it, you know, that you were going out with her. And you were with her for a really long time, too. You must have seen something in her.

Lord knows what. You were that desperate? Good god, man.

There's, like, so many girls out there. There's girls in, like, our friend group who are single. There's girls, you know, at the clubs we go to.

There's plenty of girls. You don't have to settle for someone like her. Don't give me that.

There's plenty of other people who would totally take you. I mean. ..

You're nice. You're kinda goofy. You're easy on the eyes.

You, uh. .. look out for people.

Stand by your beliefs and your principles. Have a sense of pride and dignity. Though I guess I should cross out dignity, considering you were going out with her, but.

.. I'd like to think you have some dignity, still. Because, you know.

.. You've never really judged me or anything. So I could say you're not really a judgmental person.

Because I've told you so much about my life. All the crap I've been through. The jobs I've had to do just to get by.

Everything. And not once have you judged me or said we couldn't be friends anymore. You just would just say, hmm, it's fine.

Or you would actually talk to me properly about it. And I'd feel better. You know, I always enjoy talking to you.

I really do. Because sometimes we could have, like, really long conversations that last hours. And.

.. Nearly fall asleep on the phone together. I don't know this many other people I could do that with.

Hmm. Plus, there's a whole elephant in the room. Even I, uh.

.. Do things that. ..

Regular friends don't exactly do. Because we're also kinda. ..

Crazily physically attracted to one another. Like, it's pretty intense. Like, just.

.. Every time you say you wanna hang out. ..

I'm hoping it's to get physical. Not just to, like, watch a movie or play a game or whatever. Because, you know, I.

.. I find you to be really, well. ..

Hot. And the things you do to me just. ..

Really get me going. Really get me going. And obviously, you must find me attractive in some capacity.

Unless you're being desperate by being like that with me. Please don't tell me it's out of desperation. Okay, you're actually attracted to me? Okay, good.

That's a relief. Hmm? Think I'm sexy? Well, that's quite a compliment.

I guess my body's not half bad. I personally feel like I could stand to lose a few pounds, but. ..

I got some curves on me, and. .. Nice-sized chest, and.

.. Thighs and whatnot, and. ..

I like my hair right now. It's pretty cool, wouldn't you say? I like doing, like, the whole purple and blue thing.

Makes me feel like a mermaid. And I've heard that. ..

You've always been into the whole alternative look with girls. Or goths. You just like unconventional women.

Which is weird, because your ex was. .. You know, despite, you know, her attitude and whatnot.

.. She was average-looking, like. ..

She didn't do anything cool with her hair. No tattoos, really. No piercings.

Dressed normally. I mean, she'd go to the club with you, but. ..

Her outfits for the dress code were kind of basic. And I don't want to know what you two got up to in the bathroom. I really don't.

But knowing you, I'm. .. Hoping she indulged in your fantasies, at least.

Or else. .. Why the hell were you with her so long? Hm.

You were in a bad place? Oh. That makes two of us.

I've been in a bad place for quite some time. I've told you all about my ex. And you saw it for yourself a few times.

We all hung out together, while I was still with him. He was a real douche. That's putting it politely.

Always yelling at me over every little thing. Being demanding, and. ..

Expecting me to look and dress a certain way. Do things for him. We'd get into arguments in the car, and he would.

.. Scare me by. ..

Turning the wheel and trying to drive in oncoming traffic. Just, again, just to. ..

Just to freak me out and scare me. Not to mention the other stuff he. ..

Would do to me. That I really don't want to talk about. But.

.. Let's just say I have PTSD, yeah. That's what my doctor and therapist both say.

And I have to deal with that trauma every day of my life. It's probably why I'm so depressed. I don't know.

It's just. .. Every day of my life.

It's probably why I'm still single. And. ..

I guess my desperation for. .. Some form of attention and affection.

.. Keeps drawing me to you and our current. ..

Arrangement. Hm. Sorry, I didn't mean to bring up all that.

I just kinda got thinking and. .. Went down a rabbit hole.

You know how it is sometimes. Hm? Yeah, I am glad I'm no longer with him.

I mean, it's been a few years now. But I'm still kinda traumatized, you know? I don't know what it's like for, uh.

.. A guy to be nice to me. And not have an ulterior motive.

So, like, I'm. .. I'm sorry I'm so cautious around you, because.

.. You are nice to me. You really are.

But. .. We're also hooking up.

And we're not, you know. .. Together.

It's just. .. A friendly arrangement.

I could say you're. .. You're using me.

But at the same time, I guess. .. I guess I'm using you too.

Hm. Maybe we're both broken in a way. Hm.

Perhaps we should get therapy together. Think that'd be fun? Though, wait, wait.

Then that'd be couples therapy. Though, wait, wait. Then that'd be couples therapy.

And we're not a couple. Do they do, like. ..

Friend with benefits therapy? Is that a thing? We should make it a thing.

Hm. I am really glad I. ..

Got to properly meet you. I know I've seen you a few times through that. ..

Friend of ours. Who you went to school with. But.

.. We never did formally meet until. ..

You got back from your training. And we were at that event. And.

.. Each other started talking. But I was still with.

.. Evil, evil man at that time. It sucks.

Because perhaps if I was still single then. .. And wasn't with him.

.. Maybe things would've turned out differently. We could've been talking, hitting it off, and.

.. You were single then, and maybe it could've gone somewhere. Who knows? Hm.

Really? You thought I was hot when you first saw me? I have to admit, I was wearing a really cute outfit.

I was also a little bit skinnier then, but. .. Let's not talk about that.

Hm. You've always found me attractive? Hm.

That does. .. Warm my heart a bit, to know that.

.. You like me to some capacity. And obviously you find me attractive, you.

.. You bang me every time we hang out together, pretty much. I can only think of a handful of times.

.. We've hung out alone, where we haven't fooled around. Like.

.. Clearly I can only count on one hand. But.

.. You have told me I'm the only person who really. ..

Has ever. .. Properly indulged in your fantasies and not judged you.

Cause I really don't. So long as it doesn't hurt anyone, or. ..

Anything, and. .. There's, like, safe words and stuff involved.

I don't mind. I really enjoy just. ..

Making people happy. Which is probably why I got. ..

Probably why I got. .. Stuck in a cycle of abuse to begin with.

I'm a people pleaser. Hm. Maybe that's my kink.

Just. .. Pleasing people.

Being a bit of a doormat. Letting people walk all over me, and. ..

Use me. Hm. To be honest.

.. I'm starting to get sick of it. Starting to get sick of just.

.. Being used and. ..

Tossed aside. By people only. ..

Talking to me when it's convenient for them. Or hanging out when it's convenient. When they have an itch to scratch.

And then. .. We just part ways.

And they just leave me. Like I don't matter. Then we can talk and talk and talk and.

.. Share things. But it never goes anywhere.

And then we can even. .. Be incredibly intimate together.

Do just amazing things. Feel just. ..

Just. .. Wonderful feelings.

And. .. Engage in just.

.. So much pleasure. And it.

.. Apparently. ..

And it. .. Apparently.

.. Doesn't mean anything. Hm.

I. .. I don't know.

I'm starting to get a little frustrated. Well, actually. ..

More than a little frustrated. Because. ..

A lot of people have used me in my life. I've told you about some of them. A lot of people have used me and cast me aside.

When they're bored of me. A lot of people just. ..

Treat me like I don't matter. And. ..

When I do actually. .. Genuinely like someone.

.. Eventually they. ..

Tire of me and. .. Leave me.

It sucks. It really, really. ..

Really, really sucks. I hate it. I fucking hate it.

I'm tired of this. Okay? I'm tired of.

.. Doing all this. I'm tired of feeling this way.

Don't you understand? I'm tired of just. ..

Being used and. .. Cast aside.

Being told I'm a. .. Good friend.

And. .. You know.

.. A great lover and all that. But then.

.. We don't even. ..

Spend the night together. In bed properly. We don't hold each other.

We don't kiss. We don't cuddle. It's just.

.. Come together. Chat a bit.

Fuck. And then bye bye. I'm fucking tired of it.

Because. .. Listen.

I know we've known each other for years now. And. ..

We've been friends for years. We've had this arrangement for a few years. And.

.. It's been very enjoyable. I'm not gonna deny that.

But. .. I.

.. I. ..

I would give. .. Anything.

To be with you. Anything. Over all these years.

All those girls you've been with. Who you've told me about. Who I've seen you with.

Who you've ranted to me about over the phone for a million times. And for hours on end. Just complaining about them.

And their flaws. And. ..

How they treat you. How they don't appreciate you. And everything.

And every time you. .. Would talk about them.

I'd wonder. .. Why the.

.. Frick you would be with them in the first place. It never made any sense to me.

And then. .. When things wouldn't go well with them.

.. You would turn to me. And we would talk.

Hang out. Spill our guts. And then.

.. Frickin' screw like rabbits. And then.

.. Ta-ta! See you later.

I. .. It's really starting to bother me.

Okay, honey? Crap, I didn't mean to call you honey. Cause.

.. You're not my honey, are you?