AMA 2 Celebrating 2000 followers on Reddit 🥳🎊🎉

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Hello. I am so sorry that it took me this long to record this. First of all, thank you guys so much for 2,000.

I'm shocked. Let me just get comfortable here. I am shocked that we doubled from 1,000 to 2,000 so quickly, especially since, ah, there we go, especially since I've been so busy.

I mean, work has been kind of crazy, and I've also been applying for jobs internationally, which is time-consuming and frustrating, but, you know, I'm sure I'm not the only one. I honestly, I mean, I can't thank you all enough for enjoying my work and feeling I'm good enough to warrant following and commenting and all the good stuff. You guys have been amazing, and I'm sorry I haven't been posting so much on Reddit.

It's just been quite busy and frustrating. Anyway, enough of the doom and gloom. You guys really, you really came through with the questions, huh? The last AMA, which I rambled in for like half an hour, was 14 questions.

I think one of them was a test question by me, so 13 questions. This one's 34, so I'm going to try not to ramble so much. I'm really not a very talkative person in person, but for some reason, when I did this last time, I just unleashed a whole bunch of talk, and I'm already almost at two minutes, so I think we should get started.

I think I'll also add a link to the first AMA to this post when I do post it, so you guys can, if some questions repeat, I'm going to say, oh, I covered this in the first AMA, and you can circle back if you're interested, which I have no idea why you would be interested, but it seems some of you are, so without further ado, question one. Will you be posting more Arabic audios? Honestly, miss them, especially the ones where they're actually in a relationship.

Yeah, I've heard that a lot. A lot of people have commented that or DMed saying, especially for the Arabic ones, they like the ones in relationships because they're sort of, socially for us, it's more acceptable to be doing the nasty in a relationship, et cetera. So, will I be posting more Arabic audios? Of course I will be, and I already have some recorded.

The problem is, like I said, because I've been so busy and so unmotivated, I wouldn't say unmotivated, but yeah, I'm like, uninspired, I'm not really doing, I haven't been recording as much. I have been recording and posting mainly on my Patreon and Ocleo, my premium accounts because people are subscribed to that and they get a, I'm doing a post every 10 days, a premium, like an exclusive post every 10 days, so I'm definitely keeping up to that, but I'm finding it difficult to record sort of beyond that for stuff that I'm going to post on Reddit. There's a thing going on in Reddit where people downvote the living hell out of the VAs.

I thought it was just me imagining it, but it was, it was someone sent me a post that someone did about it where they're like, there's a whole thing going on where whenever I'm like, especially a male VA post, they get downvoted to smithereens, which I have noticed happen as well, and part of my way of sort of combating that, I don't know if you've noticed that I have a sort of a signup sheet where you can sign up your username if you, if you want, obviously, and I would tag you every time I post a new audio and that way I was, I was hoping to get more people engaging early because a lot of people disliking early in a post really kills the post. Not a lot of people get to see it and that's been happening consistently for like two months-ish and apparently I'm not the only one. Someone made a whole long post about it on one of the audio adjacent channels.

Anyway, I'm rambling again. So what I'm saying is, yes, I am making more Arabic audios and yes, I am posting more Arabic audios, but I haven't been posting them so much on Reddit. Hopefully, if I get more time on my hands and I get more motivation, if I start posting more for just for Reddit, I will try and get more Arabic audios for you.

Another thing as well is all Arabic audios that I do pretty much are original audios. I make them myself and I tend to do original audios now, especially, especially with the laziness and the sort of difficulty I'm having with getting myself to record. If it's something that I'm sort of an original audio that I'm improving, it's almost certainly going to be for Patreon.

So that's why you might not see many Arabic audios for a while and I apologize for that. When I do post to Reddit, there's mostly going to be script fills because my whatever tiny amount of creativity I have, I'm saving for Patreon. And again, I'm not trying to tell you to go there, but I'm saying that I'm recording a lot less these days, which you probably have noticed and I apologize for that.

God, I'm rambling again. I'm so Question two, why did you stop making Arabic audios? That's audios with three O's.

Audios? Is it going to be 34 questions? People being really mad that I stopped posting Arabic audios? Again, I think I've already answered your question, but yeah, I initially got into this for the Arabic audios.

I think I've mentioned that before. And people, because I want Arabic audios for myself, sort of a female for male Arabic audios that I can never find. So I thought maybe some women out there would want to hear Arabic male for female audios and it seems a lot of them do.

I'm sorry again. I've already covered this question and again, I am sorry. Question three, Patreon and Ocleo are blocked where I live.

And since listening to you, I've only now realized how big of a problem that is. I'm assuming you live in the Middle East, obviously, but I mean, who doesn't use a VPN in the Middle East? I mean, we all watch porn.

We all use VPNs for porn. Not that I'm saying that you should do that. But again, this is going to be a series of questions shaming me for posting this on Reddit.

That wasn't much of a question, but I mean, you must watch porn. So I'm assuming you use VPNs, but not that I'm saying you should use that to do, you know, you know what I'm trying to say. Question four, ever been to Egypt? So I've never been to Egypt.

Yes and no. I've never gone to Egypt, but I have transited in Egypt a few times. When I used to fly to the UK, planes would stop to refuel, but it was just a not even getting off the plane kind of transit.

And I still remember it very clearly to this day. It's very cute. So I mean, the word airport, we all know airport is port as in, you know, where ships go.

And then it's an airport because it's for air vehicles, but the word port is for a ship. Now in Arabic, we don't have a word that's that kind of combination. It's not, you know, a translation of port and translation of air.

We have one word for an airport, which is a matar, which is like a, I mean, some, a place of flying basically. I've only ever seen Cairo airport have a different sign with that, which is just literally says Cairo port of the skies, which like it's a literal translation of airport, but it makes it sound like the word port in it is the word in Arabic that only means a port for ships, which I found really cute. It's like Mina al-Qahira al-Gawi, which is like port of Cairo for the air, which I remember finding it really cute and quaint and funny to read on the sign.

But yeah, I've never gotten off the plane in Egypt. I've only ever just sat on a plane in Egypt airport. Question five, what is your favorite kink and how did you discover water sports? Ooh, two-parter.

So I honestly do not know how to answer the first part. What is my favorite kink? Because it just varies so much.

Every day I have a new or different thing I'm into that I'm gonna jerk off to that day. It's just never-ending. Porn has done a number on me.

So every day I have something different. I have a different sort of, just, you know, it's like food. Some days you want certain things, some days you want a different thing.

Generally, my kinks revolve around, obviously, if you've listened to me for a long time, you know that I'm generally doming. So generally, mostly, mostly it's gonna be male domination things. Beyond that, I do enjoy humiliation.

I do enjoy sort of, I enjoy it from the aspect of servitude from, or like service, or like the sub wanting to pleasure me, wanting to submit to me, wanting to give in and do things just for me, that kind of thing. I'm sure it's not a difficult concept to, you know, understand. But yeah, I like it when someone is submissive and subservient to me, where my pleasure matters the most, that kind of general vibe.

Not that I, obviously, I do care about your pleasure, etc. But just that kind of sort of role play. I'm very, also, I think I mentioned this in my first AMA, I'm very, I have a sort of dual personality, where when I am horny, when I am in that space, I can be very mean.

Mostly verbally, not physically, but I can be quite mean. And then as soon as I come, I'm just a completely different person. I feel so bad about it.

I feel just awful about what I've just like said one minute ago. And yeah, but my favorite kink is mostly going to be, yeah, doming. Recently, not recently, it's been like four years now, but the most recent sort of thing that I've noticed that I've been getting into is spit.

So like, I'm sure you've seen, I don't know, I don't know if you guys watch the same breadths and depths of porn that I watch, but mainly like, you know, like a very sloppy blowjob, or like spit, tongue out, drooling, spitting in your mouth, you spitting in my mouth, that kind of thing has kind of been finding kind of kinky and hot. But yeah, I mean, a lot of things. I'm into a lot, a lot, a lot of things.

Not hugely deeply into anything specific, but I enjoy a wide plethora of fantasies. For the second part of that question, how did you discover water sports? I honestly don't know.

I think part of just generally going down that rabbit hole is just watching M-Dome porn. I'm just seeing it here and there. It's not something I'm massively into, I think.

I know I've had it come up in one or two audios now, I think. But yeah, it's definitely not something that I'm massively like, I want, it's something I'm into, but it's, it does tie into that whole sort of subservience. Seeing what, how far you would go, I mean, for lack of a better word, how low you would go for my pleasure.

It's more of that that turns me on than the actual water sport itself, if that makes sense. Like the submission and the sacrifice that you would be giving up your sort of dignity in, etc. for allowing me to do that.

That turns me on more than the actual water sports. Funny story. I think you guys probably know that another name for water sport is golden shower, as in someone peeing on someone.

It's called the golden shower. And I remember relatively early with my ex. So I was suggested that we watch porn together.

You know, something couples do. And so we open up Pornhub, I think at the time, or this is a long time ago. And she, I go in, you choose.

So she's relatively inexperienced in porn. I mean, everyone's relatively experienced in porn to me, but she's sort of scrolling through and she's going, hmm, golden shower. That sounds really nice.

And I was like, oh, and I had to struggle so hard to like keep a straight face. Like, yeah, yeah, that sounds awesome. Let's watch it.

And watching the porn, like it was, it was not just a golden shower. It was a whole scene with a golden shower, but the golden shower was in the title. And she's like, oh, golden shower.

That sounds really nice. And I was like, yeah, awesome. Open it.

I'm just sitting there waiting, waiting, waiting. Anyway, it finally happens. She goes, it's the shock of it.

Absolutely hilarious. Anyway, I'm rambling again. I am.

I'm so sorry. I mean, you're probably here to hear my voice, but again, I feel conscious of wasting your time. How far did we get to question one, two, three, four, five.

So question six, what is your recording setup? My recording setup is a Samsung Galaxy S21 Ultra. That's all I use.

Just the microphone in the phone. And I edit it on my phone. I usually post on my phone as well.

It's just my phone. I do want like a better mic, but again, I don't know where I am. Like it's not something I can just go and buy.

It's very difficult to actually find that kind of thing. So maybe next time I travel abroad, I'll try and hunt for a better mic, like a USB-C mic with a little thing that stops you hearing my breath. I try to be conscious of not like breathing into the mic.

Yeah, basically I want a better mic, but so far I've only ever used my Samsung S21. I just use the mic, inbuilt mic. Where are we? Question six, question seven, cats or dogs? So I love cats or like I really love cats and I used to own cats and have cats and love cats.

I do prefer, I think, cats to dogs. But I move a lot for work. I travel for work.

Like I have a home base. Basically I'm mostly, most of the time I'm not at home. Most of the time I'm traveling to work sites.

And when I do go home, I generally just go home to my like family home. Rather than just like rent an apartment or somewhere where I'm going to be, you know, living for like three months of the year and then the rest of the year I'm not there. So basically in our family home we have a bunch of dogs.

We have, well we have a dog that we've had for like 10 years and the way I see it is that she's our dog and then the rest are her dogs because they're all her kids. So it's our dog and then she has her dogs. She has the three sons and a daughter.

They all live on the property and they're sort of free roaming. They come and go as they please. It's a whole, I live in the countryside in the middle of nowhere.

So it's like there's not even roads here. So like the dogs just like come and go as they please. But they're mostly, they mostly hang around the house because, you know, we feed them.

But yeah, I prefer cats but I do not have any pets of my own specifically because I move around a lot and travel etc. But we do have dogs and I do like, I do like dogs but I don't know if you're aware of like for Middle Easterners, dogs are generally less popular. They're definitely not allowed in the house.

The dogs live outside permanently and they're more of like a guard dogs because it's sort of a big orchard kind of area around the house and they sort of guard the whole house. I mean I love dogs, I love cats but if I had to choose I would say cats. Where was he? One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, question eight.

What happened to the hand reveal you mentioned in your first AMA? I was too late for it. I am sorry.

I took it down, when did I take it down? I took that hand reveal down, I think when I opened, when I started Patreon and oh Cleo because I had like a tier, part of the perks for the higher tiers that they would get to see stuff like that. Like my hands, I've posted my legs, I've posted the dogs, I post like just random things from my day but I was part of the perks for the highest tier there so I felt sort of you know to keep it more, so I didn't feel like I was cheating them.

I took down the hand reveal and I'm sorry you missed it but it was up for like a long time after my first AMA so because I remember making my Patreon after I've hit 1500 and I posted the hand reveal before 1000 so I apologize you were too late. Let's see, do you have a type? Oh, interesting question.

Again like I think I've mentioned but like kinks it generally varies. Do I have answered this question before whenever I've been asked like what is your type, what is your dream girl, it's I've always said it's a package. Like if you ask me like oh do you prefer blonde or brunette like well what does you know how does it tie in with the rest of the person?

Obviously we're talking here strictly visually. If we're talking type I assume you mean visually so visually again it's like a whole package you can't really I apologize for the phone ringing in the background. It should go off in a second but yeah it's a whole package.

I generally I mean I'm trying to think about generalizations. I do like shorter girls but again that's not difficult because I'm generally quite tall. I'm somewhere between 6'1 and 6'2, around 186 centimeters for those who don't use inches but so everyone's short, not everyone but you know most girls are shorter to me especially in the Middle East.

Honestly the thing I find the most in my you know my experience the thing I found the most attractive in a girl is her finding me attractive. Does that make sense? Like if you find me attractive and you're you know I yeah I feel that you find me attractive not just as a person but like physically, sexually, you're into me there's no greater turn on.

I mean it's not something that men sort of I would assume maybe some men but as a general rule comparatively it's not something that men get to experience a lot so if I've ever made feel that I am sexy and that I am wanted that just that drives me fucking wild. That is the sexiest thing. The biggest turn on for me in a girl is her finding me attractive.

I hope that makes sense. What else? Personality-wise I like a good sense of humor.

I like to make a lot of jokes. I generally tease. It's something that we do like even my family like we'll just like you know talk shit about each other as like jokingly.

So yeah generally someone who has a good sense of humor. I love comfortable silences as well. A lot of people like depending on how they you know some people may feel the need to communicate a lot and I know I'd like something that happens to me with a lot of people is that sometimes when I meet someone we're talking a lot but then I generally I'm not very talkative like I've mentioned before even though listening to me now you probably think I'm lying but yeah being able to just like have a comfortable silence with someone where we like just not don't need to we're not talking we don't need to talk we're just we know that we're comfortable together that's it's a big thing for me.

Yeah so my type is someone who finds me attractive. Shorter than me but even that's not like a hard rule or anything. Hope that satisfactorily answers your question.

Where are we? I'm losing the numbers of the questions so I'm just going to say next question because I'm tired of counting. Favorite hobbies.

Okay here's this is where it turns out that I'm a nerd and you all lose interest in me but generally like the thing I do most that would be considered a hobby is reading. I do a lot of reading especially audiobooks which is not reading I know but you know books. I do a lot of audiobooks.

I'm a really big fan of like deep lore. I think I mentioned in my first AMA that I enjoy it when I can sort of go into this sci-fi or fantasy or whatever universe and then just read about it and there's more and there's more and there's more and there's a lot of hidden like tidbits and you can get into and I like to be able to put some like I like to be able to like go okay like for example Tolkien. I've sort of gone through it all in the years and I do love it but I've sort of finished it if that makes sense.

I've read all the background books, the Silmarils, all that kind of stuff. I like to be able to be sort of satisfied by a franchise and then just go okay I've had enough of this for now before I've run out of things to read and explore which is why like sort of the last couple years I've really got into Warhammer 40k which I know almost all of you would never have heard of. It's notoriously not very popular with girls for some reason.

I mean we know the reason it's just violence but it's very much a boy's fantasy of being a super soldier in space. It's huge. There's a lot of it but yeah like Warhammer 40k it's not written by a certain person.

It's written by like a company so like they have loads of authors and there's different all kinds of different races. The easiest way to describe it is to say like Lord of the Rings but in space in the future. That's pretty much what it kind of that's the kind of general gist of it.

But yeah there's like something it's like 600 books or something so you know you're not going to finish it anytime soon. I think I've done like 30 to 50 books in the last year of Warhammer 40k. I enjoy.

.. what else do I enjoy? I used to enjoy.

.. I still enjoy it. I'm a big fan of zoology but I used to do a lot of collecting like I would collect scorpions and snakes and spiders and stuff and like keep them in like aquariums.

Again something that would turn off a lot of you listening. But yeah my room used to be like full of jars of like scorpions and aquariums and snakes and stuff that I used to collect myself as a kid. I mean some relatives wouldn't visit and now this sounds like interesting to a lot of you but bearing in mind that I grew up in the Middle East it's very very you know very strange here considered.

I mean some relatives wouldn't even visit when I had like snakes in the house. They're like nope. What else? I enjoy gardening.

I think I mentioned I have quite a large orchard sort of around the house around my family's home which I enjoy a lot and I do a lot of gardening and harvesting of the fruits etc which is always a lot of fun. I like hiking, walking. I can walk for hours mostly on flat ground but you know when I'm hiking I get tired more easily which you know it's normal.

Yeah I don't play video games anymore. I used to but I've just ever since I finished sort of school and then by school I mean university but since then I've never had I didn't really I was never really an avid gamer like never I've never an online gamer. I just played by myself and then yeah I've not really been into it for the last five years or so.

I think that covers hobbies very well. I also read like science stuff. I don't just read fiction and fantasy.

I do like to read like you know new scientific discoveries in journals etc. Masturbating as well. I should.

I think masturbating is my biggest hobby two or three times two to two to seven times a day really depending on the day but minimum of three times a day I think. Where were we? Okay next question.

Your preferred love language? Honestly I don't know how to answer that one because I don't know if I mentioned in my first image but I've only ever had one what I would call serious relationship and which was about four years ish and yeah I mean a big chunk of it was long distance and then in retrospect when I sort of examined the relationship there wasn't much much love going in my direction I mean obviously if you ask them they would say probably the same thing. I'm biased but I honestly don't know what my love language would be.

I haven't discovered that yet I think I mentioned like being able to just to be myself and make jokes and whatever my significant other finding me attractive is something that is important to me because I don't find myself attractive which is I think is normal. I mean people find themselves attractive and generally I find them weird because I mean isn't somewhat narcissistic but anyway I don't know if you've noticed I'm starting to lose my voice because I'm not used to talking for this long. Honestly I'm very objective and I'm not used to talking for this long also I'm generally very quiet in person where were we yeah so I honestly don't know what my preferred love language is hopefully someone will teach me one day next question what are your religious what are your religious beliefs do you struggle with religious culture guilt so yeah I am a Muslim Muslim yeah I would say Muslim but I'm pronouncing it in the English way for my majority English listeners and yes I do struggle with religious culture guilt always have always will I mean part of the nature of being religious that you're always gonna have guilt no matter what you do but I was never I've never been very it's difficult to explain this but I do believe I am religious but I'm not I've never been very adherent or practicing so yeah while I do struggle with religious culture or less so religious yeah it's not a big struggle next question is your name actually safe or is it just a play on swords thinking in words for the Arabian themia going on so yeah it's it's a play on safe and sound which is you know it's an expression it's a saying safe as in s-a-f-e safe and sound is a expression s-a-f-e safe and sound is a expression which just means you know everything's good everything's safe everything's nice so I had safe as in just a Arabic name because I wanted to emphasize that I would be making Arabic audios and sound being you know you guys are listening to my voice so it's a play on not so much a play on this word sword word if that's what it meant but it's just safe and sound which just an Arabic name and sound you'll be listening to me that's that's kind of thing next question what's considered a deal breaker it's a good one I think I honestly like I said I don't have a lot of experience relationship wise I mean things that are obviously deal breakers for me are stuff like you know if we are in a committed relationship if you're cheating on me or not even even like I don't know if it's part of my Arabic sort of cultural background so for those who don't know I'm mixed I'm British and Arabic but yeah I don't deal with that very well not just like cheating doesn't direct cheating but like even if I feel that you're like being flirtatious with other people or like being inappropriate that that would be a huge turnoff slash deal breaker for me and obviously it's very important to me that I hold myself to the same standards I would do for my you know partner so I'm now when I was in a relationship even out of relationship I've never I've never considered myself a flirty person I've never flirted with someone like in real life I don't think uh but yeah a deal breaker I mean that's certainly one another one is uh if like if you have to be able to like make conversation like you know it's happened before I'm like talking to people and it's up to me to maintain the conversation to ask the questions to all that kind of stuff on that as soon as I like notice that's what's happening that's that's all usually it's the deal breaker for me because I I then go on to be like make a point of not doing that to be like put put the emphasis on them to do it and then if they're not capable or just not do it then I'm just not if you can't have a good conversation what's the point and people talk about it a lot but I mean say you're in a relationship I mean what what is there other than keeping each other company I mean you have to be good company I mean I don't feel it what I'm finding it difficult to explain but like people like a lot of people go by looks but like okay like what are you going to be doing with their looks like how much of your day is spent fucking like half an hour an hour a day if you're like you know so the rest of the time you have to be able to give someone that you know you're interested to spend time with you want to be like I said I do love comfortable silences but when we do talk when we do I you have to be able to make conversation to be interesting be funny and someone who's like dull boring to be with I don't really think I could be with it's different from being like boring I mean you know some people are quite shy and they can be quite reserved so can I I mean in person I am in person I am quite reserved I think I covered this quite extensively in my first AMA but I am quite quiet and reserved and I put on this front of like stoic silence but yeah I am generally shy and if someone is shy I'm okay with that I can sort of you know you can gauge you can tell when someone is being shy and you can you know wait for them to warm up to you etc but you have to be able to like be interesting eventually if not you know if it's shyness that's in the way that's totally fine I get it I find it adorable I'm just trying to think of deal breakers yeah if I again if I'm with you for any certain length of time and I feel like you're not attracted to me like physically or sexually and I also kind of find that quite frustrating because I there's nothing I was gonna say there's nothing worthless a lot of things worse but because I generally have quite a high drive and I'm kind of generally quite horny a lot of the time oh no you know you know if I feel like I'm always the one like trying to initiate and then it's you know most of the time it's getting rebuffed and again it's not something against the other person I mean people have their desire and they have a certain limit you know that they're comfortable with and that's totally fine but if I'm with someone that I I'm always trying to I feel like I'm always trying to get sex out and they're not as into it or they're not into it I feel that I'm being like creepy you know what I mean I feel like I'm being weird and like that sort of turns me off I think I've I think I've explained it well enough for you to understand what I mean but if I feel like I'm just always like hounding you for sex because I generally have a generally higher sex drive and I and I want to be with you that's the thing people like oh you just want your sex like no I like you I've never been sexual with someone that I've not kind of liked in the first place it doesn't work for me that way but I like you and I find you attractive and I want to be you and I find you attractive and I want to be with you sexually etc and if I feel like that's just like a one-way street I then feel like I'm being like weird and I'm being wrong and it turns sour very quickly interesting good question good mix of questions this one uh as from the first you mentioned how you came up with your name oh god nothing oh that's so embarrassing uh can you describe the difference maybe in size of your manhood when it's sad and when it's lying oh for fuck's sake okay so whoever asked this question needs help I'm joking but my god that is a question and a half so let me reread that for you as from the first AMA you mentioned how you came up with your name can you describe the difference maybe in size of your manhood when it's sad or when it's a lion thank you so like this said this is for reference in the first AMA and it's when I talked about my username which is asadzob which is something when I created this account many many years ago before I even dreamed of making audios it was just for me to like follow different random lewd and rude stuff on reddit it was sort of a pun where so the the last part zob it means penis in arabic zob and the first part can be read as in asad so a s a d as in a sad penis or I said one word in arabic which is lion and lion is you know the animal lion and the joke was the pun which again I'm deeply ashamed of this and I never thought this would be a public account where anyone would be listening even when I started doing audios I thought maybe like five people would listen the pun was the joke was because I have what you know what would be called um a grower not a shower so like when I'm hard I have quite a chunky penis quite a long big penis which I'm very proud of I didn't I didn't know about it until relatively recently because I'm quite a big guy I'm like I'm quite bulky and like my hands are huge my my whole body's big I have to like import shoes my size is I never find my size I'm like a size 50 I think for most countries Americans it's a 15 uh UK it's a 14 and then sort of my and then sort of my whole build is big I'm very broad-shouldered I'm yeah I'm like I'm not tall I think I mentioned how tall I am but I'm not just like tall I'm just generally big so my penis has always looked sort of you know average-ish on my body but yeah when I recently when it's been you know touched seen etc uh uh or not recently recently but you know anyway it's come to my attention that I have quite a big dick and then I actually measured it and I'm quite happy with it but yeah it's I'm a grower not a shower so when I'm soft it's my it shrivels and shrinks down to nothing not nothing but you know what I mean and that was the pun a sad job so a sad penis when I'm soft and then lion penis when I'm hard and again this was never meant to be a public profile and I apologize for this so the question was can you describe the difference maybe in size of your mind when it's sad and when it's lying so I mean I feel weird giving like numbers but I mean I don't know how to describe it I'll do what I do do when I have when I have been specifically requested by certain individuals or people that I know generally you know people that I've met and sort of become kind of sexual-ish online online with which I do it's yeah something I enjoy is like phone sex and online sex because I'm again I'm in the Middle East where it's not generally easy to like go out and you know find someone to be sexual with and I'm not like in like Dubai or like Lebanon I'm in like the deep Middle East I do enjoy online sex and when I have been with people that I've met where we do online sex and I they do request a dick pic because like I said I'm quite big I have huge hands and huge everything and I'll use I what I have been using is a coke can for sort of scale and yeah my cock is longer and about the same width as a coke can specifically a 330 milliliter Middle East coke can it's longer but about the same thing thickness so that's what I sort of have a picture of my cock next to a coke can to go like just for scale which sounds horrible when you're just like talking about it but yeah you have to like you know it's like a CV you have to like show your credentials and I generally quite enjoy the reactions I've gotten you know something certain it's an ego booster like I said for men generally you don't get a lot of compliments for your looks and etc so I whenever I have showed someone my penis and I get sometimes quite funny replies and reactions and shock I do enjoy it but you know when I've never measured myself soft but yeah no no I mean very small I don't know how to describe it like shrivels down I would never want to like show someone my penis soft so yeah I would say thank you for that question but no and the next one what type of scripts do you look out for when doing audios does this mean that newer writers have a chance to showcase their work.