Aizawa - Sleeping Confession

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Kitty. Kitty. Baby.

Sweetheart. I guess you finally fell asleep. That's very strange to say.

I know that you won't hear me, but I have to say these things before they eat me alive. I know that I don't share a lot of things, and I'm sorry for that. I apologize to you.

A pretty worthless apology if you ask me, but I have no idea what I would do without you. The way that you have a choke hold on me is unbelievable. I never thought I'd meet someone that would make me fall for them this hard.

Because I have fallen for you, Kitty. So hard. And I'm not fighting it either.

It's something that I never thought I'd get to experience, and yet I can't help but be grateful. So grateful that I am. That I have you in my arms right now, holding you tightly.

Making sure that you have a beautiful night's sleep. Because you deserve that, and much more. The way that you treat me, the way that you love me.

I've never gotten that. I've never gotten it so purely, so real, so honest from someone. And I appreciate it more than anything.

I appreciate you for giving yourself to me. Your real self. And for accepting my real self.

The unconditional love that everyone speaks about. I'm actually experiencing. And not only that, but it doesn't hurt.

It doesn't hurt to have someone love you for who you truly are. It feels liberating. It does.

Because when you don't think that you love yourself, when you don't think you deserve anything, and someone gives it to you day in and day out, they change you. They make you appreciate yourself. And that is beautiful.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful every day. Your soul is something to behold.

Or at least I'm trying to. Because it is a lot to be blessed and in the presence of something so gorgeous and beautiful like you. I can't help but feel lucky and feel grateful.

God damn I hope you're having the best sleep of your life. I love you so much kitty, so much. And I promise you that one day I'll say all of this to you.

And I'll keep sleeping. I'm gonna try to do the same. I love us kitty.

I love us so much. Good night.