Aizawa MHA - Alone time

Transcript

Yes, it's a very beautiful day today. Well, I don't mind at all if you accompany me on this walk. The break, first break in the school day isn't very long, so there isn't a lot of time to just do things.

So, most of the time I just go out here and walk, take some personal time. It's such a small time that sometimes it feels meaningless to just come out here and be by myself. That's why I'm completely fine with you coming with me, and the students need their own time as well, away from me.

Everyone needs that time, I know that more than most. You see, being alone can be very addicting, and it starts off by just being by yourself, and you start appreciating the peace, but then, you start going out just the same, and being around people, and you start to crave it. You start to crave the peace, because people are chaos.

They are, they're unpredictable, and when you're alone, well, you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to worry about people being unpredictable, about them doing things, because there's no one, it's just you, and after some time you just can't handle people at all. They become too much. Sooner or later you realize that you're better off alone, you're better off being in peace.

But then, comes that one day, that one day when you have all the awareness, it all comes crashing down on you. It's a moment, you see, it doesn't happen little by little, it just happens. It's when you realize, I'm alone, there's no one else there, and it hurts even more because you did it, you pushed everyone away, you decided to do this to yourself, and to everyone else.

It hurts even more when you have people who care about you, people who just don't care, they love you, they truly love you. That's when it hurts the most. It makes it seem like you let them down, you let yourself down and you let them down, and that pain is unimaginable, but you can always rebuild, you can always make things like they were, you can make them better.

And that's why alone time, like most things, are better in moderation. But you shouldn't become addicted to them, because they are not good. Friends are, friends are very important.

Sorry about getting so heavy, but I needed to say that. Anyways, there's the bell, we have to head back. You have your own class to go to now, thank you for the walk, but more importantly, thank you for the talk, or better said, thank you for listening.