A Vital Part of My Recovery

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I think. .. oh, that's a good one.

Yeah, that one. Oh, look at that cock. If that doesn't do it for me, I'm a fuckin' lost cause, I swear.

Jesus. It's been entirely too long. Yep, that's the one.

Okay, let's. .. oh.

I'm soaked already. Oh, fuck. Ah, shit! What the fuck are you doing here? I thought you weren't coming back until later.

Um. .. nothing, I just.

.. I was gonna get some sleep, and I can't do that when you're here. Yeah.

Well, okay, but the groceries are fine. You brought me food yesterday. Thanks.

I appreciate that. I mean, I appreciate that you've been so helpful the last few days while I've been recovering from everything, but. ..

a little notice, please. Well, it's just really hard for me to get to sleep, and if I had already been sleeping and you had woke me up, that would have been the end of it. I wouldn't have been able to get back to sleep.

It is a big deal. Well, it's clearly a big deal because I'm upset about it, so. ..

just be more considerate, okay? No, I'm not acting weird. No, I'm not.

I'm just tired, and when I get tired, I just get a little annoyed. It's fine. I don't need to call my counselor.

No. Yes, I took my meds this morning. Seriously.

Look, just because I had to take a few days off for mental health reasons because my job has been a shit show and I've been working 80-hour weeks and burnt the fuck out, doesn't mean I need my counselor every day and that I'm not taking my proper meds and I'm gonna fucking freak out. I'm tired, and you interrupted me. That's it.

I'm not acting weird. I'm not. You're not gonna let this go, are you? Of course not.

Why the fuck would you? Okay, fine. I mean, seriously, since you seem to think you know everything about my life and need to know everything that I do at every given moment, if you'd like to know the truth, I was just about to masturbate.

Okay? In fact, I had my hand in my pants when you started putting the key in the lock, so you interrupted me. Yeah.

Uh-huh. Yeah, that does explain the agitation. I don't know that that's any of your business.

No. Yeah, it helps. It relaxes me so I can, you know, sleep, which I do intend to do when I'm finished, if I can even do that now.

Well, it's not exactly an easy process. No. Well.

.. I was looking forward to it, because after a few days of rest, I feel like for the first time in weeks, I might actually be able to get over the finish line, if you know what I mean. Yeah.

Well, the stress that I've been under and everything else, I haven't. .. Why am I even fucking telling you this? I haven't been able to finish.

Okay? I don't know why you need to know this. Yeah, it is fucking frustrating.

It's even more frustrating when I get interrupted. Uh, that's probably the weirdest question you've ever asked me. Can you help? How the hell are you going to help with that? Strange.

Really strange. You didn't think about that before it came out of your mouth, did you? No, didn't think so.

Well, I don't even know how to answer that question. Other than just, no, you can just go, that'll help. I have a drink.

My water's right there. My water's right there. Um.

.. A shoulder rub? Like a massage? Well, yeah, I'm tensed and stressed out.

This conversation is stressing me out. Alright, alright. You feel guilty? Fine.

You can rub my shoulders for a minute, and then you can leave. Just pass me my water, please. Mm.

Ugh, it's still cold. Mm. That's why there's ice in it.

Mm-hmm. Mm. Mm.

Oh. Oh. Mm.

Oh. This is weird. You know this, right? It's just surreal.

I mean, you help bring me food, and make sure that I'm, you know, eating and sleeping, and. .. You kind of took on that role when I burnt out.

Fair. It is what best friends do. That's.

.. I'll give you that. This, though, might be over the line.

Mm. Okay. Yep.

Here. I'll move a little bit. There.

Ah. Mm. Yeah, it does feel good.

Mm. If I put aside the complete humiliation of the situation, and just focus on your hands, it feels really good. Mm.

I know people masturbate. I know. I'm well aware.

I just don't usually have people walk in on them while they do it. Mm. Oh, that's a good spot.

Yeah, it is. Ah. Mm.

Oh. Mm. Yeah, your hands are warm, which is nice.

Mm. Mm. Ah, yeah.

No, that knot does go down a little bit further. It's the one I get from being at my desk too much. I haven't had a chance to get an actual massage to get rid of it, so it's just kind of always there.

Mm. Ah. Yep.

There it is. Mm. Oh, man.

It feels so good. Yeah, it is helping. You're really, like, in my ear right now.

Do you have to be that close? I can feel your breath on my neck. Mm.

No, it's okay. It's okay. I don't mind.

It's kind of shivery. Mm. Yeah, keep going.

No, I'm not mad anymore. This was kind of worth it, actually. Mm-hmm.

Mm. Ah. Yeah.

In fact, I might be completely out in left field here, but this is doing wonders for relaxing me. Um. Would you maybe want to help in other ways? I can't even believe I just said that.

Okay. Never mind. Just, yeah, just go.

You could just leave now and let me dive mortification in peace. Ah. Okay.

Ah. Oh, yeah, there are other ways that you can help, yes. You are correct.

Is that something you're interested in doing? Oh. Well.

I'm suddenly very glad I asked. Um. Okay.

Oh. Oh, okay. You're lifting my shirt and.

.. Ah. Uh-huh.

Ah. Mm. Now the whole upper part of you is warm.

Not just your hands, although they're very warm on my breasts right now. Ah. Mm.

I love the way you wrapped around the back of me, though. It's oddly soothing. Ah.

Mm-hmm. Yeah. I do like the way you're cupping my breasts.

Mm. And rolling my nipples, yes. What? My water.

Are you thirsty? Um, here. What are you doing? Um, that's a nice cube.

Uh, okay. Ah. Oh.

Ah-huh. Ah. Ah.

Right on my nipple. Oh, my gosh. Okay.

Mm. I'm just gonna put this down before I drop it, okay? Ah.

Ah. Ah-huh. Oh, running that ice cube over my nipples.

Oh. Oh, now it feels good. It's intense.

Mm. Ah. And now you're doing the other one.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Ah. Ah. Okay.

What? Yeah, I can put my earbuds in. That's a little strange.

Okay. There's one. There's two.

All right. Um, my sleep mask? Yeah? It's there on the table.

Oh, what are you doing? Ah. Okay, now I can't see.

And I can't hear you. And I know I'm talking really loud. And you have an ice cube on my nipple.

Well, um, yeah, they're Bluetooth. They're connected to my computer, like my laptop right there on the table. Oh, okay.

What are you doing? Oh, uh, that's the porn that I was gonna watch. Can you hear that? Okay, good.

The volume's not that loud. I can hear it. Okay, and you're moving on my nipples again.

Mm-hmm. So I get to lay here with complete sensory deprivation, listening to porn while you rub ice over my nipples. Is that the game? Okay, just checking.

Mm. Mm. Oh, that's almost painful.

It's so cold. They are rock hard. I can hear you.

Yes, just a little bit. Ah. Ah.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Oh, the moaning in my ear is making this even hotter. It's just, like, talking right to my pussy. Ah.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Oh, God, that's good. Oh, God, that's good. Oh, where are you going? Okay.

Oh. Ah. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Ah. Ah.

I'm laying down on the couch now. Oh, there's the ice again. Oh.

Oh. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Oh, so cold. So cold.

So cold. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.

Oh, fuck. Ah. Ah.

I love that you're pinching the other one and alternating the ice between them. Ah. Ah.

Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Yes.

Work my nipples. Work my nipples. Yes.

Oh. Oh, God, my pussy is throbbing. Oh.

Oh. Oh. You stop.

Oh, that's your mouth. It's so warm. Oh, God, it's so warm after the ice.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Yes, I like it. Oh, God.

What's happening in my ear? Ah. Ah.

Oh, God. What's happening in my ear? Oh.

I think somebody's being eaten out. Yeah. I can hear very, very sloppy sounds.

And there's a woman enjoying herself very vocally. It's very hot. Yeah.

I do like listening to the sounds of women enjoying themselves and men enjoying themselves. Ah. Most of the time, I just listen to the porn.

I don't watch it. Although if there's a nice cock, I'll watch the cock. I like cocks.

What can I say? Oh, fuck. Suck it.

Yes. Oh, God. Your mouth.

Oh, fuck. Mm. Mm.

Mm-hmm. Oh. Ah.

I always forget about my nipples when I'm masturbating. I always forget how good they feel. Ah.

I always go right for my pussy, but I shouldn't. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Mm. Oh. Oh.

I feel your finger on my clit. Your mouth is on my nipple. Yes.

Yes. Oh, God. My whole body is on fire.

Oh, yes. Oh, yes. Oh.

You're so gentle on my clit. Just rubbing over it. So lightly.

It won't let you. Suck. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Suck. On my nipple. Yes.

Oh, suck. Oh. Oh.

Oh, fuck. Oh, God. Yes.

Oh. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Oh.

Oh. What are you doing? Did you just put the ice back in the water? Well, I guess we don't need it right this second.

Oh, fuck. Yes. Oh, fuck.

Oh, you're pinching my clit. Yes, you're pinching it. Just a little bit.

Just squeezing it. Oh, I love it. I love it.

Yes, keep doing that. Keep doing that. Oh.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. What? Oh.

I think the girl in my ear just came. It was very loud. Mm.

Mm. Mm. It was very loud.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Mm. Mm. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. You stopped. What are you? Oh, OK, I take my pants off.

Yeah, that helps. That works better. Here.

Hi. There you go. Yeah.

Oh, oh. Flat on my back. OK.

Ah. Ah. Oh.

Mm-hmm. No, I like it. I like it.

Oh. Oh. I'm back on the nipple.

What are you doing? Oh. Oh, I know that sound.

I can hear it just a little bit. Ah. Oh.

Oh. Are my nipples in for a treat again with the ice? No? Or are you thirsty? Oh, you're spreading my legs.

What are you doing? Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh, you're spreading my legs, wait.

Oh. Oh. Oh, that's the ice on my clit.

Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Oh.

Oh. Oh, you're rubbing the ice on my clit. Oh, it's so cold.

Oh, no, it's good. It's different. It's, oh, oh.

I can feel it dripping down my pussy. Ah. Oh, yes, you're circling the ice around it, right on the tip and then around the outside.

Oh, God. Oh, dragging it up and down my slit. Yes.

Oh, fuck. Tell me, are you looking, are you looking at my tits right now? Yeah? Sorry, the guy in the video just said tits.

I don't even use that word, but. Oh, fuck. Yes.

Oh, God. Oh, it's so cold. It feels so good.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh, yes. Oh, God. Yes.

Yeah, it's almost gone. You need another one? Oh, that one's bigger.

Yes. Oh, you're sticking it inside me. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Yes, you're teasing my pussy.

Open with it. Oh, God. Yes.

Oh. Oh. I'm back on my clit.

Oh. Oh, yes. You're just running back and forth from my clit to my pussy.

Yes. Oh. Oh.

Yes. Yes. Yes.

Oh, it feels so good. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Mm.

Mm. Thank you. Oh.

Thank you. I love you. I love you.

I love you. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. And I. The guy in the video just asked the girl to suck his cock, and she doesn't sound impressed.

Oh. There she goes. She's doing it.

Oh. God. The ice cube is amazing.

Fuck, yes. Oh. Oh.

Oh, yes. It's in me. Just.

Oh. Oh. Oh, and again with the warm mouth over the cold.

Oh, yes. Oh, your tongue on my clit. Yes, fuck.

Oh, yes. That girl just came. I'm having her pussy eaten.

It's my turn now, right? Right? Are you going to make me cum with your tongue? Yeah.

Oh. The contrast between the cold and the hot. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.