Sometimes we just crave connection with another person as much as we crave physical touch. That's how I've been feeling lately. I haven't been with anyone in a long time, for personal reasons, and when someone suggested I pursue a more professional approach to solving my problem, it seemed like a good idea. So here we are, in a hotel, and I'm beyond nervous. You're very calming, however, and assure me that you will create the experience I need, the safe, caring space that will allow me to let go and enjoy what we're here to do... TW: Speaker mentions her partner who passed away, and how she feels about it. If this is triggering for you, it may be best to avoid this one. Stay safe, everyone!
Nope, this is the right room. Come in. Yeah, yeah, um, I've never, um, I've never ordered this kind of service before, so I'm not really sure how to do this.
Oh, okay, well, that's simple enough, just tell you what I'm looking for and you'll tell me if it's okay. All right, that's fair, um, well, uh, now that I'm here, I'm suddenly wishing I wasn't, um, maybe this was a bad idea. Well, yeah, but it's not just about the sex, um, sorry, I, I thought this was what I wanted to do and now I just, I don't know, um, hold on, okay, I can do that, start at the beginning, just a warning, this, this is a little emotional and it, it deals with my partner passing, so if that is a problem for you, then we'll stop right now, okay?
Okay, um, my, my partner passed away, um, just over two years ago and I haven't wanted to be with anybody in any way since, um, but lately I've been wanting certain things that kind of go with having a relationship, but I don't want the relationship, so someone suggested this avenue and the more I thought about it, the more I thought it was a good idea, yeah, um, exactly, I, I want to have sex and I want to feel that, but I don't want to be in a relationship and I'm not the kind of person that can go to a bar or, you know, on a dating app and hook up with somebody, I, I, I'm, I don't know, that's just not my thing, um, so this is where we are, um, well, that's the thing, I don't want just mouths and fingers and orgasms, I want something a little gentler, um, I miss my partner every day, she was the most incredible woman I've ever met, ever, and, um, she was caring and always knew how to take care of everything, she was my rock and I've missed that, there was an intimacy between us where I always felt safe and comfortable and felt like I could just let go when I was with her, like it was okay, and that's part of the reason I can't just do a one-night stand because I don't get that feeling, so that's the feeling I'm looking for, is that safe, comfortable feeling, is that too much, is that strange that I'm looking for that in this situation, no, it's not, oh, I thought it would be totally, totally out there but it's good to know I'm not the only one that looks for that, okay, um, can we take our clothes off and get in the bed and go from there? Thank you for being understanding about this. Okay, I'm, I'm nervous, it's not like I've never, you know, done this before but I've never done this before.
Okay, you'll take control of this and, yep. That's nice, thank you. You're touching me, yes, yes, it's okay, it's strange because it's what I want and at the same time I'm terrified.
Yeah, I like your hands on my skin, it's relaxing, so thank you. Mm-hmm, get me warmed up, oh, oh, okay, on my back, rubbing over me, yes. Oh, I do like a mouth on my nipples but honestly I like giving more than receiving in that area.
Yeah, just, um, if you just kind of lay up here I can reach them and then you can do whatever you want with your hands. Mm-hmm, yeah, kind of in your arms like that, good. I forgot how much I missed this.
Oh, I hate my hands moving on my hip. Don't worry my pussy. Okay.
Oh, god. Yes, touch me. Mm-hmm.
I guess I'm a little more excited than I thought I was. Yes. Oh.
Yes, your fingers are nice. Holding me tighter, I like that, thank you. It makes it feel safer that you're touching my pussy, that it feels good that you're touching my pussy.
Do you mind if I cover your hand with mine while you do that, just so I kind of know what you're doing? Thank you. Oh, yes, circles like that.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Yes. Oh.
You're cradling me while you rub my clit, yes. Oh, yes. This is just how I like it.
This is just how I like it. Oh. Being held while I'm touched.
Oh. Mm. Mm.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Mm. Oh.
Oh. Yes, yes. Yes, yes.
Oh, pull that orgasm out of me. Yes. Show my body it's okay to come.
Yes. Yes. Oh.
You're smiling. No. You don't get a lot of opportunity for this.
Oh. Mm. Oh.
I'm glad you're enjoying it too. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Thank you. Thank you for telling me to come.
Because I'm going to. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Yes, yes. Yes, yes, yes. Oh.
Oh. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Oh, God.
Oh, I needed that so badly. Ah. Stop, please.
Stop. Thank you. Ah.
Mm. Mm. Oh, that was so good.
Mm. Now I want to do something that I enjoy doing to you, if that's okay. Mm-hmm.
Ah. Well, get on your back. Mm.
Mm. Little kisses down your stomach. You made me feel so safe and so good while I came for the first time in I can't even remember how long.
I want to do something for you that I'm particularly good at. Spread your legs. Mm.
You have a very nice pussy, by the way. Mm. Tastes good, too.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Do you like that? Mm-hmm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. I do like tasting you like this.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. I'm gonna adjust a little bit there.
Mm. Mm. It's really hot that you're playing with your own nipples right now.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Just reach under that pillow for me. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm-hmm.
Is that okay? Mm. It's my favorite strap-on.
There's the dildo side and then the harness side has a little toy that rubs on the clit of the person wearing it. So everybody gets to come. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm-hmm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Yeah. If you put it on, you can fuck me with it and it'll make you cum too. Mm.
Mm. But hold that thought because I'm gonna make this pussy cum on my tongue. You're close.
I can feel it. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
I want you to cum. Mm. I wanna feel your pussy clench on my face.
Mm. Oh, I wanna hear you whimper. Oh, please.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm-hmm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Yes. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Oh, that was so nice. Was it good for you? Good.
Mm. Thank you. Mm.
Mm. Are you ready to strap up? Yeah.
I want you to fuck me. I want you to hold me from behind. Yeah.
Spooning. And I want you to lift my leg. And I want you to shove this cock deep into my pussy.
Mm-hmm. And hold me against you while we come together on it, okay? Please.
Good. Mm-hmm. Yeah, it's adjustable so that you can have as much pressure against your clit or as little as you want.
There. Is that good? It's nice, right? Mm-hmm.
Okay, let's get in the bed. Ah. Mm.
Okay. Mm. I kind of fit really well in your arms.
This was a good match. Mm. Yeah.
Oh, yeah. Okay. I'll lift my leg, and you can position.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Yep, just like that. Mm. See if you tilt your hips just a little to push it deeper.
Ah. You go deeper, and it pushes on your clit and rubs for you. Ah.
Ah. Yes. Feel me.
Feel me. Hold me and feel me. Ah.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Yes, you're locked. It feels so safe. Ah.
Yes. You make me feel so safe right now. Thank you.
Mm. Ah. Ah.
Ah. Yes. Move your hips.
Yes. I'll move my back on you. Mm.
So deep. Oh. Yes.
Yes. Ah. Ah.
Here. Place your fingers through mine. Yes.
Hold my hand. Ah. Ah.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Yes. This is what I've been craving. Not just the physical pleasure, but the feel of another person holding me.
Taking care of me while they fuck me. Yes. Yes.
Oh, yes. You're doing so well. Ah.
Ah. Ah. It feels so good.
Yes. Yes. Ah.
Oh, God. My pussy's on fire. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Ah.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
How are you doing? Yeah? It's good, right? Oh, good.
Yes. The way you're moving your hips, I'm guessing that clit stimulator feels really good. It vibrates, too, but it's a lot.
And you just came on my tongue, so if you want to turn it on, we can. No? Okay.
Ah. Oh, yes. Just keep working that cock in me.
Oh, God. Yes. Mm.
Mm. Ah. Just keep working that dildo in me.
Yes. Yes. Mm.
Mm. Ah. Ah.
Ah. Hold me tighter. I'm gonna come.
It's really not taking a lot, but it's not just the it's not just the toy. It's having you wrapped around me. It's feeling your body.
It's feeling the heat of another person. Ah. Yes.
You're close, too. Oh, that toy on a sensitive clit is just Yep. I get it.
Ah. Mm. Mm.
Faster. Ah. Ah.
Oh, yes. Make us come. Make us come.
Oh, fuck. Yes. Yes.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Yes.
Yes. Yes. Yes.
Ah. Ah. Thank you.
Thank you. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Fuck. Yes.
Oh, push it into me. So deep. So deep.
So deep. Oh, God. You're here.
Oh, you're fucking me so good. Yes. Yes.
Yes. Oh. God.
Oh. Yes. Oh, God.
You're coming. Yes. Oh, God.
Yes. Ah. Oh, me too.
Ah. Ah. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Ah. Ah.
Ah. Oh, yes. Don't let go.
Don't let go. Don't let go. Oh, keep.
Keep pushing it into me. Yes. Yes.
Oh, God. My pussy is greedy. Yes.
Oh, yes. Yes. Yes.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Ah.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Just hold me for a second. Don't move. Don't move.
Don't move. Just. ..
Okay, yeah, you can kiss my neck, yeah. Oh, just let me lay in your arms for a minute. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Ah.
Ah. Oh, God. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
That was amazing. I just came with what amounts to a total stranger, and I feel so safe and so protected and so cared for. Thank you for that.
Oh, that was exactly what I wanted. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Yeah, pull it out. Ah.
Ah. Ah. Ah.
Ooh. Even the way you're propping yourself up over me right now. Ah.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Thank you. I couldn't articulate what I wanted when we got here, but you seemed to know, and I appreciate that.
That was exactly what I was looking for. Mm. Mm.
Ah. Ah. No, you haven't taken the toy off.
Yeah. Well, maybe. I'd like to know what you have in mind.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Mm. Mm. Mm.
Yeah. In a little while? Of course.
Thank you. Hm. And thank you for for taking care of me.