A Goth Yandere Kidnapped You

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¯ ¯ ¯ Hello. Hello. Hello.

Hello. Hello, hello, my lovely. My darling angel.

The love of my life is shaking on the floor. Because of drugs. I'm so sorry.

I didn't mean it. I didn't mean it. I didn't mean it.

You, you, you should love me and not them. But you do anyways and I hate you for it. But now you're with me.

Me, me, me, my my my my my. And I love you and you're mine. And I love you and you're mine.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

My my my my my my my. Love of my life. Here is my knife.

I'll be your wife. Knife wife. Oh.

There you are. I was getting so worried. I don't know my dosages.

I'm not medically trained. You know, I don't like nursing. I never wanted to be a nurse.

And I don't even like blood that much really. But shut up. Shut up.

I don't want to answer questions right now. I'm trying to talk to you. I'm trying to talk to you.

So I'm just thinking. Yeah, what was I thinking? I don't know what I'm thinking.

I never know what I'm thinking. I'm just constantly thinking but I don't know what I'm thinking. Anyways.

You're alive and I'm so happy. I'm so happy, happy, happy. Because you're alive and that makes me happy.

You make me happy. You, you, you, you, you, you. I just feel so entranced by you.

And glad and thankful for you. I missed you. You were gone for so long.

Talking to other people. And you know, you know, you know I don't like that. You know I don't like that.

But you do it anyways. And it hurts so badly. Anyways.

Oh God, I wanted to say more than this. I wanted to tell you that I love you. I do.

Even though you make me so upset sometimes. I hate, hate, hate, hate that one girl you're friends with. She's, she's the opposite of me.

And you know that whole thing that opposites attract. I don't believe that. I don't believe that at all because I hate her.

I hate her a lot. And don't worry I didn't kill anybody. I didn't kill anybody.

I'm certain I didn't kill anybody. It wasn't me. I'm pretty sure.

I've been spotty with my meds again. I'm sorry. I just, I don't know.

I just, I sleep so much. And then when I'm not asleep I'm obsessing over you. And I'm not supposed to do that.

But it's all I want to do. You're my drug. You're my medicine.

You're my medicine. You're my medicine. You're with me.

Okay, I'll answer that much. You're with me. You're with me.

You're with me. We're happy. We're going to be happy.

You're not going to talk to her again. You're not going to talk to anybody again. I've decided that I can't risk it.

I trust you. I do. But I don't trust other people.

I don't think that they'd respect that I love you. They don't seem to. They really don't.

I don't know. Just the way some people look at you really makes me angry. Really angry.

I don't know why I'm laughing. It makes me angry. It makes me really angry.

But you know when sometimes something hurts so bad that you laugh? That's how I feel. Because you hurt me so badly when you're with those people.

Anyways. Yeah, I drugged you. I kidnapped you.

But I didn't kill anybody. I swear I didn't kill anybody. I'm certain I didn't kill anybody.

I don't do that. I've never been aggressive before. I never have.

But something happened in my brain recently. And I'm so irritable all of a sudden. And everything makes me angry.

And things that didn't used to anger me anger me now. My household is pretty toxic. And it's been that way my whole life.

And I was fine with it because I was used to it. If you're constantly amidst chaos, the chaos seems normal to you. But then something happened.

And I started realizing that it's all bullshit and that I shouldn't have to deal with it. And I just realized that I don't want to deal with bullshit anymore. And one of those things is you being with other people and liking them more than me.

Because that hurts really badly. But so many people are better than me. So many people are in control of their lives.

And know what they're doing. Right? No, my therapist said nobody's like that.

But I don't. I think maybe she's starting to lie to me. Maybe.

Maybe. You know who I am. You know who I am.

You know who I am. You know who I am. Yeah.

Yeah. That's my name. Say it again, please.

Fuck you. Okay. Okay.

I don't think. I acted on impulse. And it wasn't the best idea.

It's just something I do. I've stopped. No, I haven't.

I don't know. I worry all the time, but I also don't. I'm just tired.

I don't really expect to be alive all that long. So I'm deciding now that, you know, I have maybe five years left after my birthday next year. So I'll just go and do whatever the hell I want.

And one of those things was having you. And you don't reciprocate my love. And that hurts.

And normally I would cry and do horrible things to myself. And just be so, so miserable and wanting to just disappear. But I decided that I would just take you for myself.

And it'll be fine. It'll be fine. I have a feeling.

I have a good feeling about this. And if you don't love me back, then I don't know. I might have to do other things.

I feel like I should show you the worse side of me. So that you appreciate the good side of me. But that'll be later.

Because right now you're not even. .. Like, you're conscious, but you can't move.

You can't do anything. You're kind of just flopping around. It's cute and pathetic.

But anyways. I don't know. If I want to.

.. I want to prove that I can be a great partner. And girlfriend.

And wife. And best friend. Because I know I can.

Before I got spotty with my meds. And therapy stopped working. I was really cool.

Sort of. I had friends. All online, of course.

But I had friends. People liked me. People thought I was really friendly and sweet and wholesome.

And then stuff happens. Bad things happened. And now here we are.

But the point is. As horrible as I can be during these moments. I can be so sweet.

And I think once you get your bearings. I'll keep you tied up. Because I don't trust you.

But I will show you that I can be very sweet. It's my meds. It's my meds.

I need to get back on my meds. But my pharmacy and my doctors. They just don't communicate very well.

And a lot of times I end up going without them. Or having to. ..

What's the word? Ration them, I suppose. And that's not good.

That drives me literally insane. To be without my meds. But anyways.

Shut up. Shut up. I don't care.

Whatever you feel right now. I feel everything. A million times more.

So if you'll excuse me. I think I'm the real victim here. I mean, you drove me to this point.

If you would just give me a chance. If you would just stop looking at her in the way that I look at you. We would have been fine.

But you ruined everything. And now we're here. So I've kidnapped you.

Then I'm gonna be really sweet. And if that doesn't work. Well, I'll show you how much worse I can get.

That's my idea. That's my grand plan. Sweet and sour.

Sweet and salty, maybe. I think that's the combo. Do you like that? You should like that.

It's a nice combo. Show you the best, show you the worst. And then you can decide.

Can decide. Sometimes I can't talk. I speak too fast in my thoughts.

But you can decide then. What you would rather have. And I think you'll find that I can be a great partner.

And that you can love me. And we'll be happy. We'll be happy.

Happy. I love you. So I'm gonna tidy this place up.

And make it a nice little home for us. And then I'm gonna My head hurts. My head hurts so badly.

I'm gonna be nice. I'm gonna take my meds for the day. And I'm gonna treat you.

And I'm gonna love you more. So just sit tight. Wait for your head to stop bleeding and you know.

Your nose, your mouth. I kind of, I'm sorry. You were passed out but I had this fury in me.

This anger. I didn't want to hurt myself anymore so I decided I'd hurt you and that was horrible and I'm sorry. Anyways.

It'll be okay. I'll take my meds and I'll love you. And then everything's gonna be perfect, I promise.

Mwah. Mwah.