88) A Somewhat Unusual Yoga Class

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Hey. Hey. Can I ask you a question? Yes, I'm talking to you.

You seemed irritated with me during class today. It seems like you know the routine really well, but it was odd you were acting like something was wrong. What distracted you? Is something wrong? I ask because I feel like it was me, and if I'm doing something wrong, I want to know about it.

Yes, distracted. It was pretty obvious. You don't want to tell me? Your face is turning red.

Hey, do you want to sit down with me for a bit? Come over here and have a seat and I'll get you a cup of tea. How does that sound? Sit right here on this cushion and I'll go grab your tea.

You're shaking. Are you okay? I think the tea will help.

I'll be right back. Here you go. If you don't mind, I'm going to sit down beside you and drink my tea.

Why do you keep staring at me, and then when I look at you, you look away? Almost as if you're afraid to make eye contact with me. Why is that? There's obviously something going on here.

Can you please just tell me? You want to ask me a question? Sure.

Go ahead. Why the silence? What is it? Oh my gosh.

Do I create audios and post them on social media? Now I'm the one turning red. I can feel it.

I guess I'm busted. So you know my voice, huh? It's pretty unique.

I've heard that before. Do you follow me online? Hmm.

So now I'm wondering which one you are. I have a lot of followers, but some of them stand out. I've gotten to know many of them through private messages and comments.

And I remember them. I wonder if you're one of them. Oh yes, that's you.

Oh my sweetie. Does it bother you when I call you sweetie? I think you like it.

You're that one nice follower who once asked me if I could grant a big wish. You have nothing to be embarrassed about. It's just us.

And I'm not going to tell anyone if you don't. Our little secret. You don't tell anyone what I do as my side gig.

And I won't tell anyone what you listen to. No one else is around. No one is listening.

No one knows. Just us. I also don't think this situation was a chance meeting.

That you just happened to sign up for my yoga class. I mean, I know that you didn't know it was me at first. And I just think there are no coincidences.

This wasn't planned for sure. It just happened. We were brought together for a reason.

The universe was tuning in. So now I'm curious. Do you want to tell me more about your wish? I'd love to hear it.

I like to take care of the needs of my listeners. You know that. No? Okay, fair enough.

So you were only comfortable telling me online anonymously and not in person? Okay, well, if you do tell me, I might be able to help you with that wish. Yes.

Wouldn't that be nice? I'll go first, and then maybe you'll feel more comfortable. Here's what I remember you telling me.

You told me that you fantasize about having someone restrict you, and that you don't want to experience it in the usual way. Not with ropes. Not with handcuffs.

But you want it, so to speak, restrained in your head. Or by my will alone. A mental restrainment, so to speak.

Yes? So I understand what you were talking about. Look, you don't have to be embarrassed around me.

I don't judge. And what I do is allow people to live out their fantasies. And there is no fantasy that's too weird or anything like that.

So you don't need to be embarrassed around me. Why don't you have another sip of tea? It'll make you feel better.

Calm your nerves. It's great tea. Do I still make you nervous? I do.

Why? Relax. Okay? Look, I can't make something happen to you that you don't want to happen.

It's all about what you want. So don't be nervous about me. I don't have any tricks up my sleeve.

And it's not magic. And it's just me here. And you.

Just two people. Two friends. Talking.

That's it. That's all it is. And do you love yoga? The long-held positions in yin yoga.

You don't want it like in the beginners class where they only hold a pose for one or two minutes. You want to go to your limit, to the edge. To the edge of a posture.

And go longer. As long as you can hold it. You like that challenge, huh? Holding it until it becomes uncomfortable.

And you want to submit to the pose. Submit to me. To my will that you endure.

So someone should restrict you by the yoga pose. Why do you look embarrassed? Because I said out loud what you have only written once before in a comment? Oh, it's all good.

Look at me. Relax. Breathe deeply with me.

In. And out. In.

And out. Breathe deeply into your belly. And when you exhale, let go of everything that bothers you.

Yes, that's it. You're doing well. Can I ask you something else? Now, I don't want you to feel obligated to do anything, but I would like to make you an offer.

I'll only do this once. You either take it or you don't. I just finished teaching my last yoga class for the day.

No one else is coming after us. And I'm free tonight. I'm not doing anything.

Hopefully you're free tonight too. And in the mood, would you like to share an experience with me? Well, great.

You're a brave man. What do I mean? There are few who dare to experience in real life what they write in the virtual world.

Don't worry. Everything's going to be fine. You'll enjoy this.

And it's a chance of a lifetime getting to live out your fantasy. Here, you take this mat, the one you had earlier. Well, get comfortable.

You look so uptight. Relax. Relax.

Relax. Relax. Relax.

Relax. Relax. Relax.

Relax. Relax. I'm going to go turn off the lights.

Relax. I've got these candles. I'm going to put them in a circle around us.

I'll just sit right here on this mat. Ah, those candles really made it cozy. That's nice.

I will adjust the otherwise usual sequences a bit. Well, that made you smile. I'll take that as a yes.

So let's begin. Deep belly breath in. And a full breath out.

You look nice when you're relaxed. You're not shaking anymore. Your face isn't red.

You just look really calm. You've got this calm look on your face. You haven't looked this relaxed all evening.

I like it. Yes, it suits you. Let's start with the palisade.

It's the child's pose. Here's how you do it. You sit on one end of the mat in a heel position.

Your knees are wide apart. More than the width of the mat. Yes, like that.

Yes, good. Slowly bend forward with a long back and put your hands on the mat. Come to me while I sit here on the other side.

Crawl with both hands in my direction. Come to me very close. Very close to me.

No, don't touch me. Just come to me really close. Excellent.

You're doing very well. Now breathe deeply into your lower back and let go of tension as you exhale. Allow your chest and shoulders to become heavy.

Sink towards the mat. It feels so good to see you like this. Kneeling in a submissive posture that I have commanded of you, ordered you to do.

And you are so eager and follow my instruction and that's so good. Like a servant before his mistress, flat on the ground, face in the mat. Take in the scent of the mat.

The scent of latex in the mat. This adds a nice element to the situation. Even if the two of us can completely do without the usual symbols from BDSM, such as latex and leather, this scent of latex suits it well.

You in your yoga clothes, me in my yoga clothes, still clothed. Unfortunately. Keep your face down, lower your chest, feel the pull in your shoulders.

Remember what I'm wearing? Yes, you do. Those iridescent tight yoga pants that look a little like snake skin.

They fit me so well. Hugging every curve, form fitting. You can see every part, every part of my body as these yoga pants hug my body.

Just like skin and this skimpy top. As usual in yoga, the fabric is so thick that nothing shows through, but that doesn't bother you. I know it doesn't.

You don't need to see my nipples to get too excited. You can imagine them. I know that.

Even now, while you are half kneeling and half lying there in front of me in a low position, stay in that position. You do as you're told. You stay in that position.

I'm going to take my top off now. Stay in that position. Don't move.

Very slowly, I begin to pull my top up. First one arm out. And then the other.

And I pull the top over my head. Revealing my breasts. You're doing so well.

Slow down your breathing again. Breathe deeply in and out. I'm still sitting cross-legged opposite of you on the end of the mat.

My yoga pants shimmer in the candlelight. My chest rises and falls with each breath. My nipples have become hard from the exposure to the air protruding out.

The areola have become light, gentle little folds. Stay down. Continue to breathe deeply, deeply.

Calmly. Calm. Calming breath.

I'm breathing deeply with you, deeply into my upper chest. As my chest rises and falls, it makes interesting shadows on my stomach. Stay down.

Breathe deeply into the pelvic floor. Let go there. Let go.

Relax your buttocks. With each breath, you widen the distance between your sitting bones. Sitting bones.

Those bones you feel when you sit down. Can you feel your tension in the perineum between your anus and your testicles? I want you to breathe into it.

Breathe into that space, deeply and evenly. Feel a tingling in your perineum. The tingles increase as you continue to breathe.

Enjoy this feeling. Now breathe into the area around your anus. Imagine that you open your anus when you inhale and you close it again when you exhale.

No clenching, only closing. Inhale and open your anus. And you exhale and close it again.

Inhale, open your anus. And exhale and close it again. What makes the tingling? Yes, it's getting more intense.

The tingling is getting more intense. Stay calm, my sweet. Breathe into the tingling.

Imagine that it is a bright red fire. And the fire gets bigger and hotter with each inhalation. With your exhalation, even more oxygen is added to the fire and it flares up brightly.

Your entire pelvis is vibrating. It hums. It roars.

Keep breathing into it. Relax your abdominal walls. Let them hang.

I've got a bottle of scented oil here. The scent of it will arouse your senses. Pouring some of this silky oil into my hands.

Keep breathing deeply. Let the aroma of this specially blended essential oil mix arouse your senses, arouse your energy center, arouse your body. Can you smell it? Keep breathing deeply and take in the scent.

Rubbing the oil into my breasts. Massaging my flesh with this silky scented oil. Circling my nipples now.

Caressing them very gently. Now massaging both breasts in a circular motion. Stay down and breathe deeply the way I taught you.

Your fire is so great you almost can't stand it any longer. Let it out. Let it flow.

Breathe deeply into your belly. Let the fire out. Let it flow into your belly.

Breathe deeply into your belly. Stoke the fire there in your belly. Let it flare up in the belly.

Feel it.