57) Alluring Confusion

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Hello, boy. I hope you weren't waiting long. These chairs are comfy.

Just makes me want to snuggle up and take a nap. The fireplace is a nice touch. Such a cozy place.

The bookshelves with the books. I just love this little bar. Have you ordered yet? Waiter, a Grey Goose and tonic.

Hello, boy. Hello. My eyes are up here.

What were you looking at? Oh, the legs with the high heels. And these silky nylons.

And the short black dress. Well, I wore this for you. After being in the playhouse for so long, I got to know you a little bit.

And I got to know what you like. What pushes your buttons. Oh, so what's inside of the dress isn't bad either, huh? Why, thank you, kind sir.

Nope, there isn't anyone else here. We're the only ones. That's because they don't open until 5 o'clock and it's only 2.30.

I rented the place for us for 90 minutes to give us some privacy. Yeah, so even the waiter isn't going to bother us. I just thought it would be easier for us to talk like this.

Yeah, it is nice. Are you surprised by that? I'm full of surprises.

I just thought we could use a little privacy. I thought that would be nice. No particular reason.

So, you know, it's really nice to be face to face with my favorite patron. You are. No, you really are.

Thank you for meeting me in person. Now, on to why we are here. You've been such a good patron of mine, so I wanted to meet you before you left the playhouse, just so we could say our formal goodbyes.

But first, I want you to know that I respect your decision to no longer be a patron of mine, but I am curious. What happened? Do you mind telling me why you are leaving the playhouse after all of this time? Are you just not having fun anymore? Not into me? Oh, you're too into me, is that right? Oh, I see.

You have a lot going on right now and need to focus your spare time on that. And do you feel like you are spending too much time playing in the playhouse? I understand.

It's becoming a bit of an addiction, is it? Sweetie, sweetie. My eyes, my eyes are up here.

You keep staring at my legs and my shoes. The pantyhose and the high heel fetish is getting to you, huh? Why don't you just keep looking into my eyes? Can you do that? Oh, thank you.

Sweetie, now you're trying to be funny, I think. My eyes, look into my eyes and quit looking down. Now you're staring at my boobs.

Oh, what am I going to do with you? It's respectful to look a woman in the eyes when you speak to her. Think you can at least do that, can't you? I'm being serious.

Look in my eyes, honey. Hold my hands across the table. And just look me in the eyes.

Lean in across the table. There. And look directly into my eyes.

There. I'll look directly into your gorgeous eyes at the same time. Just keep my gaze.

Yes, like that. Your hands are so warm. So you've been busy, huh? Uh-huh.

I understand. So it has been a while since you've been able to relax, huh? And you feel you need to spend your spare time relaxing in your own way? I understand.

I have noticed during our conversations and private message in the lighthouse that you have a hard time giving up control. Hm? A little bit? Yes.

Yes. You have all of those walls built up. And I think if you allowed them to come down, you might enjoy yourself more in the lighthouse.

Oh, I know you enjoyed yourself. But I can also tell there is something missing for that enjoyment because you are hiding behind your armor. And I would love for you to see how good it can feel to let loose so you can really enjoy yourself.

Oh, I know you enjoy yourself. But I mean, really enjoy yourself. I think that having your guard up is preventing you from experiencing all that there is.

I want you to be free. I mean, I want you to see how good it can feel to be free. To let your guard down.

Yes. And release all of that cynicism. It really is okay to not always be in control.

Do you realize you're sitting so stiff on the edge of your chair? Are you nervous? Boy, you need to relax.

It's just me. Oh, so that's why you're nervous. Well, you know I can at the very least help you relax a bit.

When was the last time you relaxed? When was the last time you relaxed? I mean, really relaxed.

Why don't you take a slow, deep breath with me? We'll do it together. It will help you relax.

Ready? Let's breathe now. In.

And out. Let's do that again. Breathe in with me.

Breathe out with me. Yes. Let's do one more.

Breathe in. And full breath out. Breathe out.

Yes. Very nice. Feels better already, doesn't it? It feels so good.

Yes. Now, let's let go of hands, and I want you to do a full body stretch. Reach your arms up over your head, and stretch out your legs in front of you, and just stretch your entire body.

Stretching out your arms and legs. Very good. And lean back in your chair.

That's right. Sink back all the way into your chair. So tired.

Let your head be supported by the chair. Just like that. Your neck doesn't need to do all of that work anymore.

Just let the chair hold your head. That's my good boy. Good boy.

Let your shoulders go back and drop. Just let them drop down. You are safe with me.

You should already be feeling better. Just simply let yourself relax. That's right.

That's it. There you go. Continue taking deep breaths.

Like that. You look more relaxed already. Even your facial expressions have changed.

Deep breaths really do relax the mind and the body. You've been in the playhouse for a while now, so you already know this. And as you continue focusing on your breath, notice on your next breath, the cool air as it travels inside of you.

And then the way it warms your chest. So warm. And as you breathe out, actually feel the air leaving your body.

Feel the energy of each breath. The warmth of your body. So warm.

Allow my voice along with the focus of your breaths to relax your mind. So relaxed. Keep breathing for me, pet.

Just like we practiced in the playhouse. You know how to do it. Slow and deep.

Slow and deep. Relaxing more. You don't want to move your body.

Just stay calm. Your body feeling so light and relaxed. Your mind falling.

Changing gears. Slowing down. Your body so heavy and relaxed.

Your body is not resisting moving. It is just resting. It's easy to sink.

Your muscles are going limp and relaxing. Feel the world slip away. Leaving you more empty and more quiet than before.

Keep breathing for me. Just like we practiced. Slow.

Deep. Soothing. As I whisper in your ear, you are safe.

I will take care of you. It's easy to feel your defenses fall away. You can feel all of the tension just melt away.

You can feel muscles you didn't know were tense now loosening up, becoming even more comfy and more relaxed. So relaxed. It feels so good to not move.

It's easy to let your legs go limp. Moving your legs now would be difficult. They just feel too relaxed to move.

It would be too much effort to move anything right now. Now it feels so good to just stay put. Your arms go limp.

It's easy to let them float beside you. Not rising. Not pushing down.

Just resting. Just letting your arms rest still. Your shoulders so limp right now.

It would be so difficult to move your shoulders right now. You can feel your shoulders loose and they continue to loosen. You can feel your shoulders sinking even deeper into the chair.

It's easy to let your shoulders be limp. And you imagine how difficult it would be to move your shoulders right now. Your muscles limp in your shoulders.

And all of those big muscles in your back now are relaxing as you let the chair support your back. It's so easy to let the muscles in your back go limp. It feels too good to not move.

Your chest muscles are so relaxed. Your chest feels so light and relaxed. It's easy for your hips to go limp.

And your hips go limp now. It feels too good to not move. Feel your hips relax.

Your entire body so light and relaxed. It's easy to let your muscles relax. Feel yourself grow more and more relaxed.

Relax. It would be too difficult to move any muscle right now. Your chest muscles rise and fall with each breath.

In and out. The muscles in your chest and in your stomach rise and fall with each breath. It's easy to let your muscles go limp.

Your muscles in your neck go limp. Your head so relaxed. Nestling deeper and deeper into the chair.

And it is so easy to go into transforming.