19) Sweet Surrender (1st year audio)

Transcript

Hello boy, I have a treat for you. So if you are ready to give yourself up to me in sweet total surrender, and allow your mind to really open up to me, and allow your body to open up to me. And if you are ready to feel intense sensations of pleasure, then keep listening to this audio, because that is definitely what I am in the mood to do to you.

We are going to use the power of your mind to bring you to arousal, and hopefully release. I am really in the mood to make you feel relaxed, weak, mesmerized, entranced, and fucked, and then relaxed some more. Now maybe, just maybe, you may think it is okay to multitask while listening to me, but quite honestly, I don't like that.

I don't want you to multitask while listening to moi. That's an insult. I want, and need, and deserve your undivided attention.

I should be the most important thing on your mind when I am speaking to you. I have only you on my mind right now. Only you.

And a true goddess won't tolerate competing for your attention, and I especially want to make sure that you aren't doing anything you shouldn't be, especially driving and operating machinery. You shouldn't be doing that at all, because that would be naughty, and not the good kind of naughty. It would be dangerous.

I don't want you to get hurt. This means that you should turn off your phone, make sure your dog or cat are taken care of, and put them in the other room. Close the door, lock it, get super comfy, preferably naked.

Put your headphones on, and then close your beautiful eyes, and prepare to relax, and to follow instructions given to you. You can do that, right? Do you promise? Good boy.

Thank you. You really are safe here with me. It is completely okay to let go and give in to me, to put yourself in my care for the next little while.

I will keep you safe. I won't let anything happen to you. So, allow yourself this time to fully relax completely, or rather, allow both of us this time, because I enjoy it as much as you do.

This is for both of us. So, lie back and relax, and prepare to go into a deep trance, and to fully enjoy yourself. Please begin taking some deep breaths now, until I tell you to stop, allowing yourself to open up, becoming more ready and willing to bend to my commands with each breath.

Now, go back to breathing normally, just in and out. That's it. Good.

Soon, you may find your reality begins to blur, and fantasy seeps in, and soon you may find that you are confused about what reality is, and what fantasy is, for the duration of this session. Reality will seem like fantasy, and fantasy will seem like reality. They will be one in the same, and your fantasy will become reality.

Now, let's get started. Are your beautiful eyes closed? That's a good boy.

It feels so good to close them, doesn't it? Just keep them closed, because that removes your reality, so that it is easier for you to bring yourself into fantasy. Your eyelids probably don't feel heavy right now, but I promise, the more this continues, the heavier they will get.

And very soon, you will find it is difficult to open them, because you don't want to open them. It may even become too much effort to open them. You probably soon won't be thinking about your eyelids at all, which is exactly what we want to happen.

Just relaxing deeper now into your fantasy, and listening to my voice, absorbing my words, allowing them to completely take over your mind, bringing me into your fantasy, allowing your mind to empty of your own thought. You don't need thoughts here in your fantasy world. You just need to exist, and let good feelings take over, and allow yourself to feel how you want to feel really good, feeling my words fill that empty space in your head.

And with this, you find it is easier to bend to my will, clinging to my voice, as if you need my words to live, like you need air to breathe. Because my will is really what you want too. You want what I want.

And truthfully, I want what you want. We both want you to feel good, because when you feel good, I feel good. And controlling you really turns me on, and makes me feel good.

I love to watch you do what I want you to do, and to pleasure yourself at my instruction. And doing what I want you to do makes you feel good. And it makes me feel good too, because I love taking care of you.

I love watching you go weak and limp for me, and becoming vulnerable for me. I love making you feel pleasure, and having that feeling grow, and turn into ultimate satisfaction. It's so satisfying for me, and of course it is satisfying for you.

It is satisfying for both of us. We work well together, don't we? As my words envelop you, they absorb your thoughts, and bring about total control of both your mind and body.

Sinking deeper into relaxation now, with every breath you take, with every word you hear me speak, you find you are giving yourself up to me in sweet, total surrender. And when you fully do that, you will find yourself feeling pleasure more intense than you have ever felt. Going deeper now as you relax more into this experience, feeling more mindless with every second now that passes, and more carefree as you travel deeper down now, with every word working its way deeper and deeper into you.

Going deeper into your subconscious mind, going deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper, all the way to the core of your being. And when this happens, you may find that my words come back to you over and over, and you will hear my words in your mind, and feel my presence. You will remember how I made you feel, and no one but us will know about it.

It will be our little secret, forever, allowing me to take over your thoughts and your actions even more now. The person that you were before the audio started is melting, and becoming more and more eager to surrender yourself fully, relinquishing all control to me, drifting now deeper and deeper. That's right.

Just keep focusing on my voice. Your thoughts are melting. My voice so soothing and so comforting.

You can feel yourself relaxing, and you feel yourself letting go as I continue to speak, preparing now to go even deeper for me, following the instructions I give you, knowing that I will only guide you to feeling better in more ways than one. That's right, being guided onto a journey which leads to erotic pleasure. You don't have to worry about focusing on going into trance, and you don't have to worry about whether you are entering a trance or not.

All you have to do is follow my voice, and you will very easily fall into that trance state. You just have to listen to my voice, and it will naturally happen. Just like that.

It's that easy. The outside world fading away now, fading away into nothingness, almost gone. Are you ready to begin the next level of this experience, where you will follow my every command completely?

That makes me very happy. You seem ready. Let's go deeper now, to the next couple of levels, and then we will explore erotic pleasure.

Would you like that? Good. In five or ten seconds or so, you can just notice how you can relax deeper into trance, or maybe just become more fully immersed in your calm and tranquil inner experience.

As you go deeper to each word, or space between each word, as you go deeper into hypnotic trance, you can notice what pleasant images and ideas come to mind, as you imagine what I will have you do once you are fully immersed in that deeply relaxed state. Relax deeper into trance, or become more fully immersed in your calm, tranquil inner peace. Your mind moves deeper and deeper into the thoughtlessness, into the thoughtless, mindful state.

Approach the very bottoms of the depth of trance. Almost there. You can finally give in.

Fully. Drifting. Sinking.

Hitting the bottom and loving this feeling. So air free, and so ready. You are only focused on the sound of my voice at this point, willing and ready to do anything I tell you to do.

And what I want right now is for that amazing pock of yours to grow. We both know how much I love knowing how excited you are for me. You know my voice makes you hard.

Every time you hear my voice, you start growing hard. Your cock becomes harder with each word I say. I want my voice to make your cock so hard.

I want you to be more turned on than you ever remember being. I want my voice to help bring you ultimate satisfaction right now. And you might feel there is a slight tingle at the head of your cock.

Just a soft tingling sensation. And each word makes that tingle grow stronger and more intense. Each word you hear me speak arouses your cock more.

Each word makes you more and more aware of your tingling cock. You like when I talk to your cock, don't you? Because you know I want your cock to feel pleasure.

The pleasure you so desire. I want that tingling cock to turn into a throbbing cock. My voice makes you feel so good.

My voice can make your cock come. I want your cock to feel every word penetrating it. I'm giving you the pleasure you so desire.

And with each word, your cock is throbbing just a little more for me. Each word penetrating your cock, making it throb and grow. You like when I make your cock throb for me, don't you? Mmm, I love when your cock is throbbing.

With each word I say now, your cock is growing more for me. With each word, your cock is getting harder for me. I love when your cock is so thick and hard for me.

Touch your cock for me. Hold it in your hand. Stroke your hard cock nice and slow.

Imagine it is my soft feminine hand on your cock as you gently fondle and stroke it. Getting nice and hard for me. That's right.

Making the veins plump just for me. Your cock is obviously very eager to get hard for me. You love my voice and your cock loves getting hard to my voice.

Your mind giving in completely to the sound of my voice. Causing your body to be subservient to my words. So obedient to my words.

Such a good, obedient cock. There is no resistance as you find yourself just obeying my words without thought. I just tell your cock what to do and it does it.

Your mind blank and empty. You feel lost in my words and that's just the way you like it. Your cock just mindlessly obeying, just performing as I tell it to.

No thoughts are needed, just obedience. You love when I tell you what to do with that cock and you find you are so incredibly horny for me and this arousal grows. Your cock grows.

Very good. Your cock fills up for me. This turns me on so much.

Watching your cock grow makes me wet. Let's see how full we can get that sexy cock of yours. Let's see if we can bring it to the point that it feels like it could pop.

So full. Losing yourself in my words as you focus solely on your cock. The warm blood traveling to your cock.

Plumping it up for me. Nice. The blood swirling around inside of your cock.

Swelling it as much as possible and then swelling it some more because you want your cock as plump as it can get for me. And your cum is really filling up the inside of your cock. Your cock just stuffed with cum.

So packed and later all of that cum is going to just burst and explode out of your cock. It will explode out of your cock when I am ready for it and I will tell you when that is. I can hardly wait to see your cum shooting out of your cock.

That is so sexy to me. Just thinking about that moment makes me wet. So hot.

Your cock growing fuller and tighter with each second and you know you crave me and you ache for my words. You crave seeing me happy and I am very happy when you do what I say. You like being so horny with me, don't you? My voice sends waves of pleasure straight to your cock.

It makes you feel like you are in high school. You remember those days and that's how you feel each time you hear my voice. My voice crests.